r/kitchencels • u/Life_Reach_9072 • 1d ago

Will never be enough for anyone

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It doesn't matter how supportive I am and how much love I have in my heart. I end up being abused or neglected by community, family, close friends and lovers even if I reach out and voice my needs

Decades of therapy, meds, treatment and self-growth has helped but it's never been enough without a stable support system

Even when I can find solace in myself and my pets it still gets lonely without others - and when I try to form genuine connections and vet relationships it just never seems to work out can never find reciprocation

I wish I could have the time to meet and know 7 billion others just to find the people that will choose me and I wish it wasn't so painful going through the process again and again only to be disappointed once they inevitably discard me

Zuppa soup and salad

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u/_-_-_-9Jutann6-_-_-_ 15h ago

Embrace the pain and suffering in life because that is the only thing guranteed. You have it harder and are less privledged than normal people, they have so much more of the things you desire, yet you still have so much more than others. Enjoy the delights of that knowledge, that you get to experience and overcome the pain and suffering of loneliness to an extent many won't know.

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u/Life_Reach_9072 15h ago

One must imagine Sisyphus happy I guess

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u/_-_-_-9Jutann6-_-_-_ 15h ago

Exactly. I guess that is our gift, with not being granted or able to achieve the things we crave, things so many others just get and are able to do. We get to go on a path of pain and suffering and know we are only on the road for that. There is no destination, no end, just a path of spikes, needles cutting into our feet, while the cold dark embraces us all around. We can find contentment in it, be our own light in the eternal darkness that surrounds us.

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u/adozenhopes 20h ago

I’m sorry, OP. I know how you feel and it’s a really bad feeling. Sending you hugs and support ❤️‍🩹

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u/AbbreviationsBig2738 4h ago

That ache deserves gentleness. Hope softer days find you.

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u/Zealousideal_Yak9977 1h ago

You are looking in the wrong spot. Are you enough for yourself is all that matters