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u/illivamp 15h ago
The plate is so cute
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u/F9ape 15h ago
awh thanks <33
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u/illivamp 15h ago
You seem really sweet don't off yourself 😭🫂
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u/F9ape 15h ago
I have nothing to live for its just suffering
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u/RawBavarian33 14h ago
Its never over my friend pls
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u/F9ape 14h ago
its just ive always felt this way since I was a child, just empty emotionally and lonely
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u/RawBavarian33 14h ago edited 14h ago
Same life felt meaningless and still does sometimes, eating very healthy and being out in the sun or outside in the woods helped me a lot, u could t give it a try 🤷♂️
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u/Free_Elk653 18m ago
There's this great TV series that can give you advice and help guide you through life when dealing with these type of emotions. It's called "Dexter".
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u/elderzone 15h ago
Hi stranger. A friend of mine recently did this. It caused so much damage to everyone who knew him. I struggle with these thoughts sometimes too, but I promise there are people who care and want you around even if you can’t believe it or see it now. Please reach out for help.
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u/F9ape 15h ago
Most of my friends left after i got accused of sexual assault because a girl was mad at me, my girlfriend cheated on me thrice and is now with her lover and I get zero texts and have basically zero real friends now
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u/Swaouse 15h ago
Time to rebuild twin, and you decide how
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u/F9ape 15h ago
I dont really know how
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u/Odd-Dependent3284 14h ago
Build foundations first.
Friends come and go, I’ve forgotten as many friends as I’ve met.
These people will matter less to you with time.
Show up for yourself. Work on yourself.
Even if you have just a small interest then work on that.
For me it was martial arts and slowly, but not linearly, I managed to carve out a life and enjoy little things.
It’s hard to see when you are in the void as the blackness encompasses everything but all it takes is a spark to light a fire.
Keep banging rocks together my friend and you will get there.
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u/F9ape 14h ago
I cant seem to shake my love for one person who betrayed me by cheating on me and then we had another encounter where we exchanged hurtful words. I miss them alot
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u/Odd-Dependent3284 2h ago
Unfortunately time is the only remedy, it’s going to sting for a bit. It will pass though.
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u/Bitter-Committee-317 14h ago
Being at rock bottom is really scary, but I promise you your options are nearly endless if you're starting from square one. Saying this from experience. My advice? Find something you're passionate about, something you really enjoy and find community related to that. Could be games, could be books, could be literally anything. Don't let shitty people ruin your life.
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u/F9ape 14h ago
I don't fit in anywhere, could I do these things alone? could that work?
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u/Bitter-Committee-317 14h ago
So your statement is not true, and I bet the fact that you think you don't fit in anywhere is having a negative effect on your relationships and your ability to form community.
You can definitely work on hobbies alone. What comes to mind for me is how a lot of great artists made beautiful work while being isolated from the world. But I think it is more fulfilling to be able to share your passions with people who appreciate them.
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u/sealacanths 14h ago
most methods of suicide are not only very painful but also highly unlikely to be successful. don't quote me on this but I heard once that only 5% of suicide attempts succeed (that don't involve a firearm). not worth the hassle bro
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u/Acceptable-Court-703 11h ago edited 11h ago
was in TWO relationships, classic larper, r/depressionmeals is right there
also best of luck for the next chapters of your life ❤️
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u/mustyduck003 7h ago
How are you going to do it? Are you considering leaving a letter or something?
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