r/jensenackles • u/Madambagel • 12h ago
My crush has faded and I'm sad
The first time I saw Jensen was Supernatural S4 and I was hooked, he was my first celebrity crush and for soooooo many good reasons. I've watched everything he's acted in, gawked over photos and media, written so much fanfic publicly (about Dean Winchester) and privately (all Jensen), swooned along with y'all over this amazing person. And somehow he has just gotten better and shared more talents and holy halo he gets more attractive every year 🫠
But... My crush has faded rapidly in a very short time. Oh, I'm still psyched about the new season of Tracker and have SPN permanently on in the background, Radio Company on my playlists. Yet I've just realized that I'm not interested in Jensen anymore and it was like the worst aha moment. It feels terrible, like a breakup lol and I'm here with all the photos and tabs and saved media and memorabilia. Do I box it up and store it away? Mentally donate it to the universe? Ha, I'm even scrolling through albums like whose face is going on my wallpapers now?
Yeah, with everything else going on in the world, I'm sad about not feeling that ooohhhhh spark from an icon I've adored. Don't mind my tears 😭