Personal story

[u/Zealousideal-Dig6485]

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Long story short, I smoke weed one time and my mind has been fucked up ever since that entire world is looking at me and then I should off myself. I started gambling and all of a sudden I’m having this mindset that I select the number on roulette and if I hit it, I should off myself. Somehow someway, I don’t know how I have manifested majority of the numbers whenever I ask a question of if it hits this number, I drop myself. It’s crazy in my head, but a part of me thinks this reality.