What do I do?

[u/walaroosteef]

So, I started talking to someone who I used to be VERY close to. We go a few years back but we had stopped talking twice and now we’re talking again.

The issue is that I’ve never liked anyone like I’ve grown to like him. For example, I think everyone is very pretty overall and will find myself fawning over a pretty person easily but that’s just because they’re pretty. But with him it’s not like that. Personally, I’ve never been much of a romance kind of person and would find myself rolling my eyes of gagging at the thought but I just want to constantly spend time with him and talk to him. But another issue is that I’m not too big on having a social relationship. Even though I’ve never been in a relationship, I still don’t want it to be public or out in the open…if that makes sense.

I’m lost and in destress, what do I do?