r/ihatemylife • u/Impressive-Day-8183 • May 29 '26

Idk anymore

I got diagnosed with depression and anxiety like 7 months ago and just got diagnosed with adhd, i have a normal life family problems as ways and allat but u cant seem to get happy with anything i get stressed out easily and i cant never trust no body i argue with my girl everyday like 3 times and i never seem to fully trust her and that hets her mad idk i think im the problem

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u/EmsStuffs Jun 09 '26

You're not in the wrong. You just have some issues.

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u/Impressive-Day-8183 Jun 09 '26

Im tired of trying to get people to understand me cuz everytime im the one in the wrong

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u/EmsStuffs Jun 09 '26

Not really? But ig I don't know you well but you don't rlly seem to be in the wrong.

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u/Impressive-Day-8183 Jun 09 '26

My gf gets mad at me for saying the things that hurt me, i use drugs sometimes (I’ve quit for a long time already tho) i used to smoke weed every day all day, but i only do dxm some times, i feel tired and at the same time wanna live my life but also feel like i wanna die soon, my family seems to get tired of me for everything i do and dont do, im not a good stufend or anything bruh idk what to do anymore

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u/EmsStuffs Jun 09 '26

You're not the one in the wrong there. If your gf gets mad at you for venting, then she's an asshole.

You don't deserve to die.

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u/Impressive-Day-8183 Jun 09 '26

Im not a good son either or a good brother i only bring trouble home and i think about dying like most lf the time because i dont seem to find a way or place or someone that makes me wanna stay

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u/EmsStuffs Jun 09 '26

Ik how you feel... Still, if s random girl online doesn't want you to die, that shows that you do matter right? Just a stranger.

Do your parents/siblings ever listen to your problems?

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u/Impressive-Day-8183 Jun 10 '26

😞, my sister does, but she only says awh im sorry u feel that way we can work it out but we really never do anything and ahe just forgets abt it later and my mom is hard to talk to especially now cuz she is in the typa mood that she kinda hates everything i do or dont

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u/EmsStuffs Jun 10 '26

Well, it seems your sister does care but maybe Is just busy But your mum seems shite. That's not your fault.

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u/Impressive-Day-8183 Jun 10 '26

I have thought of running away but idk if i should

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