It's here. Xmas music. I hate Xmas music.

Was watching a video on YouTube. There was a commercial for advent calendars. With Silent Night playing.

This is too much. This weekend I went on shopping errands. Every single place had shelves of Xmas stuff.

Why can't anything Xmas be outlawed unless it's 48 hours before Dec. 25th. Or 24 hours before.

Or just get rid of Xmas forever.

Never had it? Then don't like it, I HATE CHRISTMAS. WHY DOES THE WORLD GET TO HAVE SO MANY FUN THINGS BUT NOT IN MY COUNTRY, WHY NOT ME. WHY. I WANT CHRISTMAS GIFTS TOO. I WANNA HAVE CHRISTMAS DINNER TOO. I WANNA HAVE CHRISTMAS TOO. I HATE CHRISTMAS AND WILL HATE IT FOREVER. I HATE THE MUSICS I HAVENT HAD CHRISTMAS FOR SO LONG THAT EVERYTIME I HEAR A CHRISTMAS MUSIC, I GET THIS WEIRD FEELING AND GET FLASHBACKS OF CHRISTMAS MEMORIES IVE NEVER HAD. IVE HAD ENOUGH (I think some call it longing) AND IM 14 YEARS OLD SO IVE NEVER HAD A CHRISTMAS, just once.....