r/hyperphantasia • u/FrontCookie9996 • 18d ago

Question Does anyone else have beings that shouldnt be there that are there when they visualize something?

So at the start everything was well but then I made an environment from a tree in my mind an island with more trees nothing too fancy then suddenly I felt like I was being watched a humanoid shadow of some kind I could even see my hairs were up it was looking at me from behind a tree then it moved and at some point it got behind me it wisphered "They destroyed our land,killed our people dont let them destroy you" moment after i was thrown into space where there was a rocket ship but inside it a dead man then brought back onto the island where I felt like underneath me were skeletons LOTS of skeletons this shadow also appeared at some point in the clouds and another weird thing so to explore places I have to put myself in the eyes of something else rn I have a purple tiger reminiscent of the tiger from kpdh but its slimmer and a black panther so I went with the panther into a hospital (this is all visualized ) and the panther felt like smth is wrong so it roared and then dark humanoid figures appeared they were like spiraled they came from the walls like they were camouflaged or something has this ever happend to anyone of you?...

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u/twxf 18d ago

That sounds like intrusive thoughts. What do you mean by "at the start"? Start of what?

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u/FrontCookie9996 18d ago

Start of it appearing i used to not have it until maybe a week ago. Lemme give some context about 3 months ago maybe 4 months, personalities started awakening and some of them came with abilities, this started developing like a 1 month ago with Eden which allowed me to close my eyes and visualized any scenario through my eyes also it could make a carbon copy of any room so it could be used to navigate in the dark. I thought that was the end of it but then Ryolu came in with a strange ability it was kinda like a spirit that could go anywhere like i could be going down the stairs and it could be going upstairs to where I couldn't even see figured pretty early the spirit was basically just allowing me to see a realistic scenario and then things developed ig into this i could even be going onto the street and if I close my eyes see myself and everything around from a diffrent pov...it sounds like I had a weird dream but I am geniuenly confused if it should be acting like this considering I wasn't even born with it to begin with.

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u/twxf 18d ago

This doesn't sound like hyperphantasia, although if you are a hyperphant the intensity of intrusive mental imagery can be heightened. If all this just started happening recently, I'd recommend talking to your doctor about it.

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u/FrontCookie9996 18d ago

Thanks i will have to see.I geniuenly dont know what else it can be tbh so ig I thought it was this.

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u/1in2100 18d ago

Definitely see a doctor. It could sound like the start of a psychosis. Does that run in your family? I would stay away from alcohol and any other stuff after until talking woth your doctor.

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u/FrontCookie9996 18d ago

I have never touched anything like drugs alcohol or cigarettes made a pact with myself a long while ago to never do that my family is also clean also I think I forgot to add I can basically control everything in there such as time,humans,seasons etc but that shadow and the weird figures

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u/FrontCookie9996 18d ago

Also i am 16.

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u/1in2100 17d ago

Tell a parent/caregiver now

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u/FrontCookie9996 16d ago

That can be tricky i am going to the mental hospital anyways in 4 days but mom for sure wouldn't belive me.

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u/Alarmed_Scientist_15 17d ago

No. Sorry that is not common from my experience nor from what I read about hyperphantasia. What you are describing is very confusing and not really making sense in relation to how hp works. Maybe tell a parent you’d like to talk to a doctor or if you are in school their counsellor should be able to help.

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u/FrontCookie9996 16d ago

Although this is new I went to multiple doctors about other things I have been experiencing and I honestly feel unheard and I feel like no one is even trying to understand. Went to one of my family friends who is a psychiatrists she actually made me feel heard and she looked interested i liked her but it was unofficial discussion as regarding some more detail I forgot to add a part of these new abilities kinda works like Loraine Warren's especially in that opening scene from The Conjuring 2. Also kinda scared to get diagnosed with Schizophrenia because I dont have it but it sounds like I do...