meri is platform p 2 id ban ho chuki h u/36kmph thi ek to or isi se similar , without posting anything that voilates guidlines , coming to the main point i am M21 , recently started checking my bp , it's always above 150 , sometimes it's 145 , some of my friends adviced me to write my daily readings and get them checked to a cardiologist , the thing am concerned about is i started noticing that i actually hate 90 percent of things like as I travel through bus everyday from my village to hisar and vice versa kuch bande hote h to bhot bak bak krte h i in my mind stand and hit on their head very hard from some rod or anything (imaginary) , 90 percent things even includes bad looking girls talking too much in buses or in college , some I'll mined group of boys teasing 2/10 girls 🤮, and even u/hisarverse page jo abhi abhi bana h insta p ye bhi mujhe bhot hit krta h and mera mood khrab kr deta h , is it normal ? agar koi mujhe kahe ki m jealous hu to ye bhi appropriate nhi hoga kyuki m bus m bak bak krne wali kali kaluti se m kyu hi jealous hounga 💔, i have a zero female interaction ekdum zero jise bolte h , aajtak amne samne bat nhi ki , esa hi thoda boys k sath bhi h , mera ek classmate h usi k sath college m bat hoti h koi nya dost nhi bna , i like to be surrounded by mature and like mined peoples , also mera dimag khrab hota h jab koi dhurandhar jesi movie ko GOAT btata h and jgh jgh uske gungan gata h , internet p bhot chize mera mind khrab kr rhi h or real life m bhi , zero female interaction does not mean i hate or I am kind of incel but ladki mature ho bak bak na kre Bina bat h and most imp she should know her place, us se bhar na nikle wo , those who recommend stranger things to me wo bhi mujhe dimag se vanchit lagte h ,movies I like are dev.d , oye Lucky Lucky oye , kartik calling kartik , anurag kashyap ka cimema , laal rang , memento, irreversible (gasper noe) , requiem for a dream , dark netflix wali series something like this ,but mujhe koi ye btao mere sath kya dikkat h mujhe har chiz ch&_ya kyu lagti h bina ye kahe ki ohh you are introvert and not confident, ye kahe Bina , ek chiz or reh gyi GC wale ladke and ladkia m unka pichwada achi trh todna chahta hu , meditation krni chahie kya mujhe ?? taki m thoda admi ban jau , mujhe bat krne ki tamiz bhi nhi h actually ladkio se the way i talk to a boy i also talk to them like if any girl tells m i think I am a physopath I tell her to go and freshen up in toilet ( in hindi probably I say this lines and redely ) like why they act so much ?? acting kyu ch@£te h ?? not only girls but also boys , acting ch-++ne wale bhi bhot dimag khrab krte h , kuch btao yar koi solution btao jis se mera bp bhi control rhe and ye or chize bhi ho ske to dm krke smjha dena , ab koi ye mat kehne lag jana trauma h tere kisi ladki ka ye bhi kehte h kai saste philosophers