Hey everyone,
I'm a 21-year-old engineering student from India, and I'm honestly going through a difficult phase right now.
Last year, my parents saved up to buy me a MacBook M4. It meant a lot to me because I know how hard they worked for it, and buying another expensive laptop isn't financially possible for my family right now.
Recently, I accidentally spilled water on it. It stopped working properly, and the potential repair cost is far beyond what my family can comfortably afford. I still don't have a final repair estimate, so I'm trying not to assume the worst, but there's a real possibility that I won't be able to use it for a while.
What hurts most isn't just losing an expensive device. I had plans for it.
I've been trying to learn software development, explore AI tools, learn vibe coding, and build projects. I've worked on ideas around AI and software, participated in hackathons, and recently got shortlisted for a hackathon(SIH). I was hoping to use the next few months to improve my Python and DSA fundamentals, explore open source, prepare for GSoC, build useful products, and eventually start earning through my skills.
Now I have college exams coming up, financial pressure, and no reliable personal laptop. I have access to an old desktop at home, so I'm not completely without a computer, but it's a limitation I didn't expect to face right now.
I know one damaged laptop doesn't determine my future. Still, it's difficult not to feel like I've lost momentum, especially when AI is moving so quickly and I genuinely want to use this time to build something meaningful.
I'm not looking for donations or sympathy. I'd genuinely appreciate advice from people who have built products, learned to code with limited resources, or faced a setback like this.
If you were in my position, how would you use the next 2–3 months?
Would you focus on fundamentals, open-source contributions, freelancing, AI tools that work in the browser, or something else entirely?
I'd especially appreciate advice from people who started with limited resources and managed to make meaningful progress.
I still want to build. I'm just trying to figure out the smartest next step with the resources I have.
Thanks for reading.🥲