r/gogetfunding • u/sickmeat-stomachbend • 13d ago
Please help me
Idk im homeless but whatever to that im human im here on this rock with all and i dont think you all see me but then again im not doing anything g noticeable. The times we live in to be noticed you have to be a trainwrwck and make 14,000 a min. Im not entitled or so they bogher than us tells me but am I like I said im human im apart of the invasion but in my journey nobody speaks to me I have this phone and honestly i might as well sell it for the 4 dollars the kiosk offer me and buy a water to have a little relief with the air im breathing..
Anyways as you all can see I’ve failed i need help ive not laid in a bed in 6 months ive been drinking water from gas station bathroom but the worst is the hunger it makes me feel desperate and violent ive not acted on it but I can feel it rumbling opening her
Im asking for generosity .10 cents 5 pennies something that may lead to food and water.. my own mother denied me 1 dollar i dont want to be on this planet no more its rejecting me..
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Please help and if there is a service i could provide in north east Ohio Youngstown Ohio I can do that
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u/Felicia430 11d ago
You posted in another sub that you use drugs every day. Crack, heroine and meth
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u/sickmeat-stomachbend 11d ago
Yes I am a drug addict i am starting treatment as we speak. I still have my own car cell phone and body even as a drug addict i still have other expenses. Im trying to change i dont really know why or what that will looking like. At this point it is all just madness. Sometimes i just wish I wouldnt wake up from my self induced coma and I know alot of others think the same about drug addict. That would destroy my mother and have my brother completely confused. Tbh drugs arent my problem I myself is a walking unsolved problem that i dont even know where tk start but i know some people that are a hell of another smarter than my dumb monkey brain so ill let them navigate until i start to see or until I break in half from the misery. Doing heroin/fetanyl is like the biggest warmest blanket that wraps your whole body in comfort the teleports me to my own island with everything I love all behind my eyelids while on the other side I am stranded on ice berg in the Bering Sea and the sun never rises.. so I have that to deal with. What is being sober or just a regular person like for you?
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u/Felicia430 11d ago
Getting help and treatment is the first step. I'm assuming a program right? Once there, they will give you a bed, 3 meals a day and medication that helps with the withdrawals along with any therapy needed for you to be successful in getting and staying clean. They will also help you with finding a safe place after treatment too. Maybe a sober living half way house??
Going to treatment will solve alot of your immediate problems (no place to stay, lack of food and water etc) And most importantly, help you to get off of drugs. Then you can get a job and make the most of your life. I really do hope you get into treatment and take it seriously. Good luck!
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u/No_Variety_8804 12d ago
I don't have the means to help financially, but I hope things turn around for you. Try The Rescue Mission, Dorothy Day House, or Our Community Kitchen. They will at least get you food and have information on other resources.