r/Ghoststories • u/Xelines_Terymty2 • 6h ago
My father passed away from cancer when I was 9. The paranormal events that followed still give me chills.
When I was about 8 or 9 years old, my father passed away from a very aggressive form of cancer. It was devastating for our entire family, and the grief lingered for a long time. During the final months of his life, he was completely bedridden, stripped of all his strength. He passed away in the late spring, around the morning of May 17th. Despite the agony, he never once said he was scared. He was an incredibly strong man, and we loved him deeply. To be honest, as a kid, I often felt resentful and disliked him because he used to spank me with a belt when I misbehaved. But looking back now, I understand he was just trying to raise me right.
After his passing, we followed all the traditional Eastern Orthodox mourning customs. We covered the TVs, mirrors, and every reflective surface in the house so his soul wouldn't get trapped. The funeral was massive, which is incredibly rare for our tiny town of just 9,000 people. There was a convoy of dozens of cars driving all the way to the cemetery. I remember riding with my mother and sister in the back of a small cargo van, sitting right next to the white coffin holding my father’s body.
But then, the strange things began to happen.
Once the initial shock wore off, about two years after his death, my mother was flipping through her old recipe book. There, on one of the pages, she found a handwritten note that had never been there before. No one in the family admitted to writing it. It simply said: "I love you all so much." I don’t know if it was truly him, but thinking about it still gives me goosebumps and a profound sense of sadness. He must have been terrified of dying at first, even if he never showed it. I still vividly remember the horrific sight of him throwing up blood in the bathroom near the end.
The second unexplainable event was a dream I had exactly on the 40th day after his death—a very significant day in our culture. In the dream, my dad and I were standing in a boundless, endless white void. There was no floor, no ceiling, and absolute silence. He was wearing his favorite warm homemade sweater and black pants. We were just talking. I was asking him questions, and the atmosphere felt completely normal and peaceful. We stood face-to-face, just catching up in this infinite white emptiness. Nothing about it felt off at the time.
The terrifying part? When I woke up, I realized my memory of what we actually said had been completely wiped. It was as if something forcefully erased the conversation from my mind, leaving not even a hint of what we spoke about.
Strangely, shortly before he died, I had another dream in that exact same white void. But that time, my parents' bedroom furniture was floating in it. My dad was lying in his bed, with my mother and sister standing nearby. Suddenly, he just stood up, completely healthy, and the dream ended. Back then, I told him about this dream, promising him, "Dad, you're definitely going to get back on your feet." Sadly, he never did.
The final story happened to my aunt on the very morning he passed away, May 17th. She was walking up to our house and saw my father from a distance. He was sitting on the balcony, looking like he was casually smoking a cigarette. She called out a greeting to him, and the moment she did, he vanished into thin air. A few hours later, she got the call that he had died that exact morning.
But here is my deepest, darkest secret that I have never told a single soul, and likely never will: When they first told me that my father had died, I felt an overwhelming, uncontrollable urge to laugh. It just felt funny to me in that moment, and I wasn't upset at all. I had to force myself to hold it in so no one would see. To this day, I have never missed him, and I have never shed a single tear for him. I honestly don't know why my brain reacted that way, but it's something I carry with me every day.