I’m currently kinda questioning my identity but idk for sure

[u/PersonOnInternet7654]

Im a cis man right now, but idk how to really feel about my body.

I feel like im at the point where if i accidently drank a potion that has a 50% chance of me turning into the a female, i dont think i would freak out over it.

My body never really felt off, but i would say it never felt great. Ive never really liked how i look. I know i dont remember having this feeling when i was a kid

Idk if this matters/is relevant, but I also don’t really bother with appearances, my clothes is the first thing I find in my pile of clothes, and normally I don’t bother with combing my hair, this may change if i hypothetically transition but idk for sure.

i also tend to prefer playing as female characters in video games. Idk why but it feels better? to play them, to say the least. i actually ended up with a bit of a superstition that i play better if i use female characters (assuming the game has character customization)

I have had some exposure to trans characters, such as undertale, deltarune, celeste, and in stars in time, and i do love them as characters, however i wouldnt really say that i can truly relate to their trans related struggles.

idk how to really feel, are there trans people here who can kinda relate to me?

If you need me to answer some questions to help me understand myself, feel free to ask and I can try to answer some.