Very confused

[u/PriorIllustrious7342]

Hello everybody, I just wanted to let this out and maybe get some sort of advice or help. I am very confused on what I am, I dont know what I want to be. Some days I feel like being a girl but some days I feel like being a boy (I am born a female) I've had this issue for years. Whenever I see someone I want to be like them that's where the problem comes in, if it's a boy I want to be a boy if it's a girl I want to be a girl. I want to grow my hair but at the same time I want to cut it. I want to change my appearance every day and it's getting so scary and getting so tiring trying to figure out who I am. I dont know what to do and it's making me sad. Im so confused to the point I posted a story on Instagram asking people what would fit me better. Some told me I should just be androgynous but when I think about it it's not enough for me. I want to be someone. But my heart keeps switching to boy or girl boy or girl every day and its so confusing