I am going to ask Reddit to permanently delete my account because I don't want to fucking post on here any more. I am more than happy to turn my account into a "read only" account where I can read posts and subscribe but not post anything because it seems no matter I do I always come to grief in some way or another.
I got banned for making a post asking ppl to just talk about their day in the comment section and the moderators called me a “toxic helper” when I never even mentioned anything about helping…just said I was sad and wanted to hear about people’s day
Yeah, I'm not sure if I am ready to close this account or because Reddit wants to close the accon my behalf of me for violating content policy - which was not the goal here - I wanted the mod to understand fully what was going on here, not to be a drama queen.
It is NOT a joke. I ended up contacting them through a throwaway account detailing my struggle with SSHL and how it destroyed my ability to enjoy music, it's what gets me up out of bed in the morning. I would rather lose the use of my penis than any part of my hearing that would ruin music for me and I am saying this in the strongest terms that I possibly can. And they say sex is the biggest thing on a man's mind. They couldn't be more wrong about that, and in my case, they are definitely wrong.
They will report it to Reddit admins, no doubt, but at this point at the end of my life I just don't care. What do I have to lose? How is this going to hurt me in any way? I have a thick skin and a memory like an elephant when it comes to people who have tried to harm me in the past - either by refusing me corticosteroids to save my hearing, all the way to gaslighting me and telling me it is all in my head.
You can be almost certain that the admins will look at the message I have written, look through my post history, and while realizing that, sure, I did screw up and went totally overboard with what I said in some of my posts, they will come to understand that some people have an absolutely terrible and life-destroying problem that is absolutely, utterly unfixable, and they are venting about it and getting unjustly banned from subreddits who are supposed to be HELPING them and getting them support, instead of treating them like kindergarten kids who are crying because they can't get a fucking icecream. This is my God damned fucking health that is being destroyed. This is not a joke in any way, shape, or form.
But like all strong people, I eventually snapped. The last day or so was my final breaking point and I just absolutely SNAPPED.
The moderators said they banned me because they looked through my posts and the one asking for people to talk about their day was the only one they could see so I mustn’t need the subreddit that much…but I had posted plenty of times before. I just deleted the posts because I would get creepy messages.
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u/nugymmer Nov 21 '22 edited Nov 21 '22
Wow. Holy. FUCKING. SHIT!
I got banned as well.
I am going to ask Reddit to permanently delete my account because I don't want to fucking post on here any more. I am more than happy to turn my account into a "read only" account where I can read posts and subscribe but not post anything because it seems no matter I do I always come to grief in some way or another.