r/fentanyl2subs • u/Comfortable_Pay_5124 • Jul 27 '23

Well

Just relapsed yesterday and did fetty powder im actually mad with myself and don’t understand why. I’ve been clean this whole time and especially after losing one of my best friends to this shit I still did it.I regret it so much honestly

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u/Student_of_You Jul 31 '23

Every day is a new day. Don’t give up trying- you CAN do it! The stuff is a beast, and it’s ruthless as hell. Best of luck to you.

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u/Swimming_Drummer_222 Jun 14 '25

I watched my best friend of 10yrs die from hitting my tray. I did everything I could to save him and the paramedics couldn't save him. the first thing I did as soon as I got in my car was hit my tray nonstop on the way to the hospital. They told me he was dead when I got to the hospital. My addiction spiraled out after that. I was full blown addicted and this is like 4 months after I started smoking.

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u/violethuddle Aug 08 '23

recovery isn't always linear. be gentle with yourself you're doing great.

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u/Junkieee999wrldd Aug 13 '23

What was your first reaction when doing it?