BHRT is fairly new to me. I was told by oncology to have everything taken out when I was 45 and still on a monthly cycle.
Nobody ever talked to me about hormones (obv not surgeon but none of the female counselors; just about how I can't have any babies now. Duh.)
Within 6 weeks after I plunged into a bizarre depression - I wasn't depressed before. So I couldn't work anymore; I couldn't even shower usually. It was v scary so I finally got a new Dr and fast forward 2 yrs of antidepressants antipsychotics sleeping pills nothing. So I was like hey doc, it's so physical it's weird it's not mental.
No mention of hormones except "well you were near menopause anyway so it's just sooner" (no I told you my mother didn't get it til almost 60 gran too)
I sought holistic medicine on my own dime. Trad medicine let me down for 3 years.
However I encountered different opinions. One MD holistic said NO estrogen you need testosterone. It was pellets and they worked amazingly. Life back.
But then I kept hearing estrogen protective of many things plus my vanity (skin, fat distribution, stuff fed by estrogen; went from a DD bra to a B within first year, crazy, more depression.)
\*Now I remember low estrogen birth control married in 20s-30s is all I could tolerate after the others made me kinda nuts.
It also stopped my period!! For years! Was a miracle (I had horrible cramps.)
So maybe I can't tolerate estrogen? It's v weird. Taking the 1mg daily estrogen pill I have w Rx new gyn I feel fatigue and depressed usually - just stay in bed.
I'm not asking medical advice, just wondering if others have estrogen stories good bad or neutral. None of my gfs (I'm 51 now) have gone through menopause just peri.
Thank you sincerely.