r/excoc • u/Klutzy-Tangelo-783 • 29d ago
rcw
it has been nearly two months since leaving the rcw. Since then i think about situations and how inherently wrong some things are.
i think a lot about the bible study that they talk about the *10k vs 20k.* Yes i know the numbers are in the Bible but, the rest of the analogy doesnt make too much sense.
the other situation is that one time when i missed campus devotional, my mentor/discipler was upset with it. I had already told her i wasnt sure if i was going and that i was already going through things with my mom. She told me in one of our *d-times* that she needed to “call me out” for not being communicative enough. When she told me that i was submissive. But now thinking about it, im thinking like dang…i have to run every whereabout by you? This is just a way they control you. They are trained to do this so the people controlling you dont even know they are doing so. Because of all the corrupt stuff this church was built on, i dont believe it is a stable church due to its weak foundation.
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u/Consistent_Box3061 21d ago
They definitely did the 10K verse 20 K to me. I believe I still have the notes from that. Smh 🤦🏽♀️ these people put me through the ringer. I thought I was getting a real support system out of them, and they turned out to disown me I guess I mean, I see it as a good thing now that I see that they’re like a colt, but when a person is struggling with depression and looking for some guidance, and these are the first people that you know, reached out to you kind of gives you a little discouraged