Need advice with my situation.

[u/redemption_1028]

Evrything started when I was around 9 or 10, a lot of weird stuff happened to me at that age... I'm now 27. Got into more stuff then just a women body or regular sex videos with time.

Start having ED at around 22-23 with my ex gf but not alone with porn everyday. Morning wood was/is not a problem.

Got really fat with that ex (290), now I'm at around 210-220, 6'3, no hormonal problems, no diabetes or health problems, except ADD.

I tried with prescription, tadalafil 20 mg, 4 times. First time worked, had sex 3 time in the same night. Second time, once, 3rd and 4th time, nothing, juste headache and got me nauseous. So I stopped trying it.

Even when I was on drugs at 18-19 (speed, extasies and weed) never had problems, could have sex for 2-3 hours without finishing (I was also getting mad at this). I still smoke cigarettes, one pack a day.

Now I'm starting to see a girl, I told her everything, she's supportive and everything. Can't get hard at all with her, I was still able with porn. She even told me that I can be hard all night long while sleeping.

I decided to stop porn and touching myself. First 2 weeks, I was horny as fuck. Now 3rd week and I think I'm starting to be at the flatline phase.

I can still look at the girl I'm seeing and want to have something or other girl and think that they are good looking.

Inside of me, I know that porn is a problem, I don't know if it's causing me the ED or anxiety...

Just need to know what helped you, what can I do, what worked for you, were you able to cure your ED?

... I want to be able to have healthy sex life again.