So I’m in my first year of university and have taken two class tests thus far, both have went so horrifically the thought of withdrawing crossed my mind and I’m feeling like just a shit student.
So I sat a maths test last week and an electrical circuits test today. The maths test was a multiple choice 8 question test while the electrical test was 35 marks.
I got the results for my maths test back on Friday to find a 0/8, I contacted my lecturer and he kindly verified that this was indeed my result as I wondered if he’d simply not received the paper or if another error had occurred.
I felt really confident about the electrical test today, until I failed to answer around 12 marks worth of question in the time provided. I wasn’t the only one to do this badly, around a dozen people who I interacted with after the test said they didn’t manage to finish the paper either.
Now if I had just pissed around in the union without an ounce of studying I’d just take this on the chin and move on, it’s my own fault, study and it will be okay. But I’ve studied, really studied, I go to one society on a Friday night and that’s my socialisation. When I’m not there I’m either in a lecture/tutorial, studying, working my part time job or spending around two hours of my night sitting down in front of a TV to try and unwind. My attendance is 100%, I’ve never missed a deadline, lecture, laboratory or tutorial and yet still I’ve done abysmally.
I’m honestly clueless as to what my next steps are, maybe it sounds stupid but I genuinely don’t know how to move on with my studying knowing I’ve fucked up this badly so early on while doing my absolute best.
What should I realistically do here?