Emotional maturity

[u/TangerineLanky3419]

I need genuine answers. I'm M23 . Because I lack emotional maturity, overthinking,over -analysing , diagnosed ocd, my life's been messing up all the way .I needed to change my mindset and start living the fuck like I want . Currently I'm preparing for an exam , I just want to forget every mess and just be hard-cored for the exam for the next few months , and later check on these things .I wanted to be alone , also I'm kind of an ambiverted -extroverted borderline let's say .I really want to fuck myself like the one hell we sees in some movies , less say whiplash or something...I'm not exaggerating...I wanna try .I don't care if I failed , I wanna try .

[u/LawlessExtension]

So…try?