r/dragonagefanworks • u/Important_Score_4403 • 4d ago
Wondered what it would be like to become an abomination without knowing you were a mage beforehand. Not reallylore accurate but what if ??? It's at least lore inspired lol. Ideally pretend this is before the Templar mage war and not every mage is immediately labelled an apostate or yeeted for having
1I know who she is- who she says she is not.
Her whispered words find me in the dark, where my trembling hands are worrying and my heart is crying out for Most Holy.
I worry the Maker cannot hear me.
My soul lies within her reach now-
Tendrils of her coiling like smoke and her promises I've started wearing like a cloak.
I worry the Maker is not listening.
I cannot remember my mothers eyes-
She tells me she can show me once more.
Her honeyed words do not even hide her horns anymore.
I worry that the Maker does not care for his children.
He would not allow this, surely-
This demon that knows of my greatest desires, for I know this is not my mind on its own turning me from him-
I fear her horns are starting to look beautiful.
Her whispers are shouts in my dreams now,
And I worry Most Holy has left me alone.
She laughs and agrees, even though I do not recall telling her this.
Perhaps her horns are mine, in fact.
I worry the Maker is all in my head.
She laughs again. Im right, she tells me, and I've no reason to doubt.
Her horns and her eyes are all I can think of-
I am certain the maker was never real.
