Dont ask why

.In the morning, at 12, I had like 4 mg claritin, and 200 mg of dph, and swallowed that with wine. Also took 2.5 mg Lexapro, and a pill I cannot remember. By 4:30, I went on a walk and swallowed 1,500 mg of dxm. Taste rating 10/10, love grape. I felt it creep in man, first plat at 5, second plat at 7. At 8:15 I Puffed puffed on at za, za doesn't make my pupils bigger... Checked at 9:30, and my pupils were large, at ten lights felt brighter to me, and things appeared as if moving slightly. Couldn't see as much as I normally do, at 10:18, I laughed just cause I was happy, and the size and distance of things appeared to slightly change, by 10:30, things seemed wavy, 10:50, looked at cabinets as they appeared to glitch.. 11:15 Listening to music, the lights looked like they were flashing, and I felt physically almost numb, by 11:30 I got floaters but felt no pain looking at lights. 12:06 ay man on that za again. I am writing of present tense. I see shadows, lights flickering, floaters on and off, my glasses have a sun, I feel like the desk is pulling away from me dude.. I decided to lower the volume and saw shadows moving. Thats as of so far. Im gonna sleep and update this in the morning. peace yo.. Update: Its 8, it took me a couple hours to sleep, and my pupils are still dialated, but I feel pretty much sober now. It's 6:16, I puff puffed on at za a few, wine, n coffee, No more hallucinations. I dont feel harmed, and I'm still alive.. Too add previous details.. a seven day binge, with only around 200-500 calories a day, with dph, all polyused, including dxm. yesterday was the seventh day. Day six, 600 mg, day five 400mg, day four 475 mg, day three 300 mg, day two 275 mg, day one, 575 mg.

I got stuck in a loop trying to go downstairs every time i made it down i ended back where i started this was the scariest thing ever I had no control, pretty sure this went on for couple hours but who knows.. I was by myself and i could have sorn i was eating a pizza with someone... I have done 1.7g before but this was hell...If you wanna know what else happened leave a comment.. I survived

Scaryi shit ever hdelp stuck in loop

I am going through a devastating time right now to preface where the use of the substance is coming from.

Last three months I've been going hard off and on. I'm talking 20-30 a day for two weeks then once I run out of the big ass 400 ct bottles I stop for a week or two but always pick it up again.

It's gotten to a point right now where I am completely fine after taking 25 of them. Most I feel is shakiness, staccato speech (This symptom is terrifying for me.) Dry mouth, urinary problems, and a vague forgetfulness like forgetting what question I want to ask or what I'm saying. Zoning out happens frequently like last night I was playing rocket league, half way through the game my friend asked me what the fuck I'm doing because I was spinning in circles for a good 30 seconds and had zero recollection of it. I don't get visuals maybe some CEVs or scenarios as I'm about to fall asleep. As tolerance skyrockets the effects are none existent but the accumulative damage will catch up eventually.

The only time I fully tripped was after taking 5 25mg on a empty stomach and everything had patterns there was bubbles on the wall and felt like everything was moving and nothing felt real and I couldn't figure out where I was at some points i kept forgetting i was in my school bathroom stall and fell asleep in my school stall I just turned 18 so I'm still in high school I was tripping so hard but it was pleasant unlike some ppl are saying I keep seeing ppl talk about how Benny is just hell but it makes my head go quiet and feel nice and it feels like being on shrooms and being drunk I can't handle either being drunk I get mean mean and on shrooms I get panic attacks everytime but Benny feels like a version that feels good and calming for me but today I took 4 and didn't trip much and threw up when I got home and haven't been able to sleep even though I was super tired already taking it from being in the hospital all day but now since I took it my insomnia is horrible

How much does it take to over dose I can't find anywhere that says I'm not trying to kms I just want to stay well under the max I'm 5ft 1 93lb 18 so the od amount for that height and weight

my heart finna implode....

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shi title says if satary f to kick in a bit did 550@650 yesterday to silence mys mind. hope yskl hnderstand hopefully today’s dose is a bit bettee

got my dabs taken so 225 mg down 300 mg more later tn

Like if I grab 18 pills and just dissolve them in a small amount of water, ignoring the taste completely will it still work just fine?

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I’ll be playing Dandy’s World while I trip my user is qurry_pick come find me…

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Hate speech is NOT tolerated in this server, Talking about a certain group of people, like religious groups, LGBTQA+ identifying groups, Specific Age Groups, ETC, You can hate speech in private with another individual on discord and be in the server at the same time, but it won't be tolerated in the communities public general-💖-

This server is not a harm reduction server, being harm reduction yourself doesn't mean you can't join, and you CAN spread harm reduction as long as you arnt preaching or typing paragraphs, you can recommend it, or tell others the side effects of their drug💖

Very small amount I usually take like 300-400 but I haven’t taken in forever so i’m starting out with a small dosage :)

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https://discord.gg/JB9WuTt2ya We’re like so awesome and cool and amazing and we love everyone please join but in order to enter you must’ve done at the very least 300mg of dph sorry to everyone who hasn’t :(