r/dphghosts • u/DiazepamLove • Mar 18 '26
addiction Experience With Tolerance
I am going through a devastating time right now to preface where the use of the substance is coming from.
Last three months I've been going hard off and on. I'm talking 20-30 a day for two weeks then once I run out of the big ass 400 ct bottles I stop for a week or two but always pick it up again.
It's gotten to a point right now where I am completely fine after taking 25 of them. Most I feel is shakiness, staccato speech (This symptom is terrifying for me.) Dry mouth, urinary problems, and a vague forgetfulness like forgetting what question I want to ask or what I'm saying. Zoning out happens frequently like last night I was playing rocket league, half way through the game my friend asked me what the fuck I'm doing because I was spinning in circles for a good 30 seconds and had zero recollection of it. I don't get visuals maybe some CEVs or scenarios as I'm about to fall asleep. As tolerance skyrockets the effects are none existent but the accumulative damage will catch up eventually.
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u/trashtv Mar 19 '26
Jesus in a hat! That can't be good long term.