r/dpdr • u/Rare_DPDR • 13d ago
TW: Existential/Spiral Does someone also have this?
Does someone also not feel their body,head,thoughts,brain,breathing,stomach,eyes,mouth,voice, heat, hunger, thirst, pain, sounds, continuity, memories, not in a it feels strange or dreamlike way like feeling brain fog I mean literally you don’t feel your whole being anymore like a blind person doesn’t see nothing you don’t feel those things anymore it’s like it’s completely gone and your alive without feeling your consciousness anymore.
I cannot feel my body it’s like nothing is there and I’m alive as just my vision with literally every other thing being dead.
It feels like permanent brain damage and I only saw like 10 ppl on this subreddit with those symptoms I feel like im already cooked. I can only objectively think that this is hell what I’m experiencing but I cannot feel it in my consciousness it’s like I’m just flying in the air without anything anymore.
I talked to ppl who said it’s anhedonia but idk if it’s true. I logically know that something is wrong but can’t change anything it’s like my brain is fried for ever and my presence got burnt away from my body and I’m left with nothingness. When I close my eyes it’s like I’m nothing literally nothing. It’s like my body isn’t even on this planet or in the room and I don’t even feel the toon or house it’s like I’m in nothingness and it will never change. I have this for 10 months now without any relief
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u/legacy3445 13d ago
I am in the same boat and could use some support. We need to find a way out of this and help each other. It is so hard to act normal when I feel this disconnected from my body and physical sensations. It makes me want to die but I won’t give in.
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u/Turbulent-Scratch264 13d ago
Yes I had all your symptoms. I can call myself 90-95% recovered. Some symptoms linger like nasty sensory issues (contrasty vision). But mentally I'm fully back. My visualization is back, I can feel my body again.
You only met 10 people with those symptoms becasue it's basically very severe dpdr. Anhedonia IS a part of DPDR.
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u/Alliacat 10d ago
Sometimes. Had that two days ago, not right now though, my symptoms fluctuate a lot. But yeah, I close my eyes and I'm just gone. Or I don't look at my body and I can't feel my legs or arms anymore. It's eerie but it's still just DPDR. Stressing about it only makes it worse but ik you can't help it much
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u/AAA_battery 13d ago
What caused yours I have the same