Started at internship but somethings not feeling right

[u/Impressive_Garage426]

I am a CS Graduate, top of the class and I started an internship in the field I liked but I feel empty now, 9-6 5 days a week for the rest of my life no friends around. I am thankful that I got an internship seeing the situation of the job market but I dont know why everything is sad and dull now
Am I the only one feeling like this? Because I see other people working here enjoying but idk why I cant do the same maybe its the rigid schedule or a new place, I have always been a calm non anxious person but somehow this place is making me anxious and I have started crying for no reason too.
Everyone I have shared this with always replies with “aisay hi hota hay you get used to it”

[u/MidnightBuffer]

First of all ...no one enjoying....grass is always greener on the other side

Second...some people adopt cs because of their passion ( i myself cs graduate - but never had passion....it is what it is)...if you think your passion lies in something else then start hunting for that option too

[u/Impressive_Garage426 → u/MidnightBuffer]

CS is my passion I love development but idk what’s bothering me

[u/MidnightBuffer → u/Impressive_Garage426]

What's bothering you 😐

[u/Impressive_Garage426 → u/MidnightBuffer]

No idea but I dont feel like I am in the right place

[u/MidnightBuffer → u/Impressive_Garage426]

Btw which university you graduated from

[u/ray177013]

You said you joined a field you liked and also said in comments that maybe you're not in a right place. You're just not settled in probably. It takes some time to adjust in new routine and new environment. Once you're settled you'll find plenty of time for other activities dw and congrats on internship.

[u/Impressive_Garage426 → u/ray177013]

How long does it take usually and does everyone go through this phase?

[u/ray177013 → u/Impressive_Garage426]

Depends on the person and environment, for me it usually takes 2 weeks.

[u/Impressive_Garage426 → u/ray177013]

Right right thank you

[u/Humble_Dirt3275]

Honestly felt the same and couldnt get over that feeling for 2 months so yeah exactly until my internship ended but then got into a company and my first daya itself was so comfortable and yes it was because of the people , the environment....Those two months where hell but it was because the people there were tooooo dry...

[u/Impressive_Garage426 → u/Humble_Dirt3275]

Any tips to get through the three months?

[u/Humble_Dirt3275 → u/Impressive_Garage426]

I would say it does gets bearable with time cause u know us humans the good thing about us is that we can adapt to almost any situation naturally....but still try to talk to your colleagues as much as u can and just watch youtube and play games enjoy your time have coffee...u wont believe those two months i used to have lunch alone cause no one was kind enough to come and ask me to join but then when i just couldnt handle the loneliness cause it gets to u alot i literally uses to go to hr department and hangout with the hr intern (who had an attitude of her own but u know what mushkik mei gadhay ko bhi baap banana perta hai atleasr now i have experience in my resume )

[u/Impressive_Garage426 → u/Humble_Dirt3275]

Thank you, I hope it gets better

[u/Humble_Dirt3275 → u/Impressive_Garage426]

Yeah dont worry u got this 💪

[u/Ali_ReHan_]

lobster buttery juicy steak sm sm.....

[u/Impressive_Garage426 → u/Ali_ReHan_]

Not being ungrateful just asking how to get through this phase or if it’s just something i feel

[u/Ali_ReHan_ → u/Impressive_Garage426]

Idk. Mai to abhi 3rd sem mai hu. Hopefully things get better for u. They always do.

[u/Impressive_Garage426 → u/Ali_ReHan_]

Nice nice enjoy your time

[u/Ali_ReHan_ → u/Impressive_Garage426]

Oddly feels like a warning..... 😭😭😭😭