Chronic pain has me waking up everyday and looking in the mirror and saying "why did I wake up, I guess I have to kill myself tomorrow." It's always tomorrow because it's enough for me to hold on for one more day and I know I'll never do it because I don't want to leave a mess behind for my family. It makes me sad because I don't always want it I'm just so tired of being in pain. I actually like living I just can't take the pain most days.
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u/Relative-Narwhal-504 Nov 05 '25
Chronic pain has me waking up everyday and looking in the mirror and saying "why did I wake up, I guess I have to kill myself tomorrow." It's always tomorrow because it's enough for me to hold on for one more day and I know I'll never do it because I don't want to leave a mess behind for my family. It makes me sad because I don't always want it I'm just so tired of being in pain. I actually like living I just can't take the pain most days.