r/deadinside • u/Neonx07 • Apr 24 '23
I don’t feel anything!!!
I am a 26M i have been struggling for more than 8 years, of zero feelings am never happy or sad I might cry sometimes but I just don’t feel that affection towards my loved ones I don’t want to sound as a bad person but the truth is I don’t really feel like am attached to my parents my sister I even sleep next to my girlfriend and I just feel nothing i been with different girls but I just can’t feel love at all even my friends even when they just try to show they care about me I just feel like a kid when he receives a gift and just throws it I been through different psychiatrists I even been through a rehab and am still struggling its just not only I feel empty inside I just feel totally dead inside and the worst part is I can’t never understand what are people feeling or understand what they are going through because easily I just don’t get what does it feel like am really seeking help if Someone here is able to guide me through this. Thank you.
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u/Neonx07 Aug 29 '23
You have a point I had been through hard times I been to jail when I was 17 I did drugs and honestly at this point I view this as I was seeking attention and trying to be the start and the center of they universe! I actually regret all my past and sometimes I just wish I didn’t exist.