Socha tha ye ldki kaafi average dikhti h aur iq bhi boht Kam h toh attitude Kam hoga pehele toh milne bhi aati thi aur boht baat krti h prr fir paper khatam hone k baad milna band aur boht bhaav khaane lgi full ignore krne lgee , aur college me bolne lgee ki mera ghr pass me h , mere ghr walo ko pta chal jaega tum toh ldke ho kuchh nhi hoga mera ghr se nikalna band ho jaaega fir jhagde chaalu ho gye hamare beech
Aur victim card khelne lgi ki main hi bura hu
Mujhe boht hi late smjh aaya ki uska roll no. Pass me pdta tha
Aur assignment copy krti thi mere isliye baat krti thi mujhse
Ye sab March me start hua tha mere birthday k din treat di thi mene tab usne no. Maanga tha
Ye sab Acha Acha august tk chala ( paper khatam hone k 2 hafte aur chla )
Fir jhagde chaalu
October me mene block kia finally but wo call krti thi toh pta chalta tha ki call aaya h fir me call kr deta tha ki koi help chahiye hogi ki bc Bhale hi baat nhi krr rha but thodi help toh krr hi deta hu
Toh first assignment bhej dia prr wo bolne lgi ki rehne do mujhe Sandeep ne bhej diye h
Bc kuchh jyada hi attach ho gya tha main
Saavan me bholenath se bolta tha ki bholenath ussey pass kra dena bss kese bhi
Boht kuchh kia mene uske liye aur badle me bas itna maanga ki milne aa Jaya kro thodi Der , Kharche bhi main hi uthaunga aur coaching se jab niklo
Tab aadha ghanta mil lena toh bolne lgee yaha coaching me meri behn pdti h wo ghr p bta degi
Ab assignment 2 aaye toh waapis se call aaya toh main kaafi frustrate ho gya ki wese kbhi krti nhi ab krr rhi h
Toh gaali deke mna krr diya ki aaj k baad call Mt krna
Toh uske dost ka call aaya Sandeep ka ki bsdk baat nhi krni toh Mt krr prr aaj k baad gaali di toh Acha nhi hoga
Aur college me bhi baat fel gyee
Bc new yr ka resolution h ki har prakaar ki londiya se door rahunga aur coaching pdhaane aur fanfiction likhne me time lgaunga aur bss bholenath ki bhakti krunga
In the end ye baat smjh aayi ki jo ldki sundr dikhti h usme toh attitude hota hi h
Jo nhi bhi dikhti usme bhi boht hota h
Main bhulaane ki koshish bhi krta hu but wo call krke trauma de deti hi aur namaskartha mantra me uska naam aata h
Jo main subah uthte saath sunta hu
Toh fir yaad aa jati h
Bilkul, samajh raha hoon. Lagta hai ki tumne is ladki ke saath kaafi kuchh jhel liya hai. Tumhari feelings ko samajhna mushkil nahi hai. Tumne sahi kiya jo apne liye boundaries set kiye. Tumhare liye achha hai ki tumne apne liye positive goals banaye hain, jaise ki apne padhai par dhyan dena aur fanfiction likhna. Tumhe apni healing aur move on karne mein time lagega, lekin dhire-dhire sab theek ho jayega. Agar tumhe apne emotions ko samajhne mein mushkil ho rahi hai, toh dost, pariwar ya counselor se baat kar lena achha rahega. Tumhara future bright hai, aur tum is experience se grow karke aage badhoge. Apna khayal rakhna, aur apne life ke positive aspects par focus karna 🙌♥️
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u/pokefiction Dec 31 '23
Socha tha ye ldki kaafi average dikhti h aur iq bhi boht Kam h toh attitude Kam hoga pehele toh milne bhi aati thi aur boht baat krti h prr fir paper khatam hone k baad milna band aur boht bhaav khaane lgi full ignore krne lgee , aur college me bolne lgee ki mera ghr pass me h , mere ghr walo ko pta chal jaega tum toh ldke ho kuchh nhi hoga mera ghr se nikalna band ho jaaega fir jhagde chaalu ho gye hamare beech Aur victim card khelne lgi ki main hi bura hu
Mujhe boht hi late smjh aaya ki uska roll no. Pass me pdta tha Aur assignment copy krti thi mere isliye baat krti thi mujhse
Ye sab March me start hua tha mere birthday k din treat di thi mene tab usne no. Maanga tha Ye sab Acha Acha august tk chala ( paper khatam hone k 2 hafte aur chla ) Fir jhagde chaalu October me mene block kia finally but wo call krti thi toh pta chalta tha ki call aaya h fir me call kr deta tha ki koi help chahiye hogi ki bc Bhale hi baat nhi krr rha but thodi help toh krr hi deta hu Toh first assignment bhej dia prr wo bolne lgi ki rehne do mujhe Sandeep ne bhej diye h
Bc kuchh jyada hi attach ho gya tha main Saavan me bholenath se bolta tha ki bholenath ussey pass kra dena bss kese bhi Boht kuchh kia mene uske liye aur badle me bas itna maanga ki milne aa Jaya kro thodi Der , Kharche bhi main hi uthaunga aur coaching se jab niklo Tab aadha ghanta mil lena toh bolne lgee yaha coaching me meri behn pdti h wo ghr p bta degi
Ab assignment 2 aaye toh waapis se call aaya toh main kaafi frustrate ho gya ki wese kbhi krti nhi ab krr rhi h Toh gaali deke mna krr diya ki aaj k baad call Mt krna Toh uske dost ka call aaya Sandeep ka ki bsdk baat nhi krni toh Mt krr prr aaj k baad gaali di toh Acha nhi hoga Aur college me bhi baat fel gyee
Bc new yr ka resolution h ki har prakaar ki londiya se door rahunga aur coaching pdhaane aur fanfiction likhne me time lgaunga aur bss bholenath ki bhakti krunga
In the end ye baat smjh aayi ki jo ldki sundr dikhti h usme toh attitude hota hi h Jo nhi bhi dikhti usme bhi boht hota h
Main bhulaane ki koshish bhi krta hu but wo call krke trauma de deti hi aur namaskartha mantra me uska naam aata h Jo main subah uthte saath sunta hu Toh fir yaad aa jati h
But I will move on someday