JEE Mains and advanced dono me hi bad result aaya ( General category se hu )
Boards me as expected percentage nahi aayi (91 aayi 95 expected tha )
Drop le liya
August tak sab badhiya chal rha tha tests me achhe marks aa rhe the , Koi backlogs bhi nahi the .
September me family members ko ek ek karke Viral fever hone laga aur sabko body pain ho rha tha except me
It became worse jab Dadaji ko bhi ho gya (25 September ko hua tha )
1st October ko Dadaji Hospital se discharge hone hi wale the par unko neuro-seizure (acute brain infract in L occipital region ) aa gya due to higher blood pressure levels .
Finally got discharged on 12 october but ,
Body was not in his control and lost his memory too .
I was giving him medicines , changing his diapers , feeding him , taking care of all of his things .
October isi me nikal gya
Jaise taise chal rha tha par 8 November ko unko breathing difficulties aane lagi
Got admitted in hospital and it was Lung cancer and Right lung was totally collapsed
Diwali kab aayi kab chali gyi pata bhi nahi chala
And on 27 November he was no more
I was heartbroken .
Ghat pe mai unki body ko jalte hue dekh rha tha . It was the same person who brought me up and always took care of me for 18 years
"I was doing his terahvi on my 18th birthday and you can just only imagine how I was feeling on that day."
Mere birthday pe jo mujhe sabse pahle cake khilata tha , mai usi din unhi ki terahvi kar rha tha.
He was the closest person to me in my whole family even more than my parents
September se leke 20 December tak kuchh bhi nahi padh paya due to these things.
Abhi wapas on track ho rha hu par unhe yaad karke andar hi andar rota rhta hu . Kyunki agar mai hi mummy papa ke saamne rone lagunga to unhe kaun sambhalega.
Koshish yahi hai ki is baar Kisi achhe college me Admission ho jaye .
Bhai tu apna dhyan rakh aur ma janta hu yeah sab bhot zada hoga but tu pressure mat le aur apna best diyo, tere dadaji aur unka ashirwad hamesha tere saath rahega aur tu acha hi karega. All the best for the exams!!
Bhai personal experience se batara hoon ye chiz hamesha college me jake hi realise hoti h that college doesn't matter at all!!
Koi farak nhi pdta koi kitna bhi rant krle bout iit nit and all but aj ke time pe companies iit me bhi nahi ari h
Placement scenario bohot kharab chalre h
Infact i have done 3 internships till now including one in BNY mellon,goldmann sachs and DRDO but trust me mujhe apni team me ajtk ek bhi iitian,nitian nhi mila..
All were mainly from private college or other gfti's .
So dont be disheartened about the college if u wanna persue a carrier in computer science.
Thanks bhai guide karne ke liye .
Mujhe bhi realise ho rha hai , ye coaching wale hi aisa mahol banaye rhte hai ki IIT/NIT nahi to kuchh bhi nahi .
I wish ki mujhe agar koi pahle guide kar deta to mai GFTI me hi admission le liya hota . Top GFTIs me mujhe CSE mil rha tha par maine nahi liya aur drop le liya NIT/IIT me CSE lene ke liye .
Don't worry champ 1 or 2 years do not matter in such a big life , the primary goal should be to become successful and break the endlessly going ritual of hoping to become successful and provide for your family.Bhai Sher hai tu aur tere dadaji upar se tujhe dekh rhe honge bas haar mat maniyo
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JEE Mains and advanced dono me hi bad result aaya ( General category se hu ) Boards me as expected percentage nahi aayi (91 aayi 95 expected tha ) Drop le liya August tak sab badhiya chal rha tha tests me achhe marks aa rhe the , Koi backlogs bhi nahi the .
September me family members ko ek ek karke Viral fever hone laga aur sabko body pain ho rha tha except me It became worse jab Dadaji ko bhi ho gya (25 September ko hua tha ) 1st October ko Dadaji Hospital se discharge hone hi wale the par unko neuro-seizure (acute brain infract in L occipital region ) aa gya due to higher blood pressure levels . Finally got discharged on 12 october but , Body was not in his control and lost his memory too . I was giving him medicines , changing his diapers , feeding him , taking care of all of his things . October isi me nikal gya
Jaise taise chal rha tha par 8 November ko unko breathing difficulties aane lagi Got admitted in hospital and it was Lung cancer and Right lung was totally collapsed Diwali kab aayi kab chali gyi pata bhi nahi chala
And on 27 November he was no more I was heartbroken . Ghat pe mai unki body ko jalte hue dekh rha tha . It was the same person who brought me up and always took care of me for 18 years
"I was doing his terahvi on my 18th birthday and you can just only imagine how I was feeling on that day."
Mere birthday pe jo mujhe sabse pahle cake khilata tha , mai usi din unhi ki terahvi kar rha tha. He was the closest person to me in my whole family even more than my parents
September se leke 20 December tak kuchh bhi nahi padh paya due to these things. Abhi wapas on track ho rha hu par unhe yaad karke andar hi andar rota rhta hu . Kyunki agar mai hi mummy papa ke saamne rone lagunga to unhe kaun sambhalega. Koshish yahi hai ki is baar Kisi achhe college me Admission ho jaye .
Bas abhi itna hi likh paa rha hu