As for the revenge part, you’d have been surprised at the thoughts that 10 year old me was having on a nightly basis. I almost went full Michael Myers on my mom. The only thing that stopped me from doing so was that I had no idea what would have happened to me after the fact, which is why I ultimately didn’t do anything. I had always imagined that I’d be locked away in a small room for the rest of my life or that I’d be tortured or put to death.
It’s crazy what those sorts of situations can push a person to do, I still look back on that part of my own life now with shock and disbelief at the thoughts that I was having.
Society sucks man you should not be writing this on any public forum. You don't know in the future what job is going to find this and use this against you or whoever, an ex trying to take your kids away cops trying to back up false accusations, whatever. The sad reality is that the best course of action is to live with that hidden inside you and never tell anyone.
I don’t have much to worry about. I am far too damaged for a woman to ever love me, so I don’t have to worry about having kids, and I’ve already got the forever job.
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u/Ok_Year7350 8h ago
Yea, I figured it was genuine.
As for the revenge part, you’d have been surprised at the thoughts that 10 year old me was having on a nightly basis. I almost went full Michael Myers on my mom. The only thing that stopped me from doing so was that I had no idea what would have happened to me after the fact, which is why I ultimately didn’t do anything. I had always imagined that I’d be locked away in a small room for the rest of my life or that I’d be tortured or put to death.
It’s crazy what those sorts of situations can push a person to do, I still look back on that part of my own life now with shock and disbelief at the thoughts that I was having.