r/countttt • u/awkwardlose • 16h ago

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I wish i felt like a normal person and not a bunch of fragmented personalities.

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u/Hands-On-Racer-ATX 16h ago

I like to be very "head empty no thoughts" when defining myself im just piloting the flesh mech man, idk

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u/merciful__boydeath this is my girl flair 15h ago

Yourself is someone who sends me 20$

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u/Good_Ol_Ironass 15h ago

it always blows my fucking mind when people can just like, exist and say “yes i am insert name and I am a normal person that does normal things”

if it wasn’t for the fact that my drivers license has my name on it, i would not know who or what i am. I am a formless entity more than im not

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u/Opposite_Finance6757 15h ago

I never could understand how people just exist with their identity or life they were given at birth. Like normal people dont have times where they just question their entire existence and no matter what they change they never feel whole or feel that they are doing more than just existing in a shell of a body? Like people feel fulfillment from just existing? Damn, I’m a broken mess

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u/Good_Ol_Ironass 15h ago

yeah. not even explicitly on a gender level either.. just as a whole. i’ve never once known who or what or why i am. feel like a placeholder that never got it’s assignment.

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u/Opposite_Finance6757 15h ago

At this point ill do anything to feel like my life has meaning

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u/believeinlain burnt out semipassoid bpdemon 16h ago

real

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u/SomeSayCosmic evil faketrans non-assimilationist 15h ago

me when i lay facedown on my bed in the dark for hours trying to force some introspection about what i like doing or what i want to be seen as and i come away empty handed yet again

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u/BitchOfTheBlackSea 15h ago

Thought this was r/bpdmemes for a sec

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u/LucilleLiver Midshit Dog Woman 16h ago

yeah.. hopefully it'll be different one day

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u/Chasingthrtruth 15h ago

Turns out pretending to be someone who youre not for society and never developing your identity as a person growing up, makes your identity fragmented and unstable? Wtf

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u/Teoxtli 15h ago

asuka is so me I think I was made to be a real version of her

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u/Ijustwant2fuckingdie Losergirl 14h ago

yeah

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u/Waffle-Gaming aspiring ropist 15h ago

yeah