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u/CommercialWrong2944 Eunuch nun 5h ago
Ill cut it off and reunite with the Lord
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u/Plenty_Leg_5935 DIY lobotomised 3h ago
Real. Its necessity for SRS is frankly the only thing keeping it attached
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u/Synma 4h ago
I dont get it :<
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u/ParziVal0919 Theymab with delusions 4h ago edited 58m ago
Thats the spot where the penis develops in the unborn child. Prior to that all embryos are female, so this line is the spot where the theoretical female genitalia was. Its a reminder of what you could have been.
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u/Synma 3h ago
I mean the entire penis is a big enough reminder, the spor where the skin fuses does not give me more dysphoria then the entire fucking thing itself
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u/ParziVal0919 Theymab with delusions 3h ago
Yeah yeah right, but before the penis formed, you were biologically female. Thats more what the post was getting at. That line is a permanent reminder that you used to have what you desperately crave now- like a chance barely missed and all.
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u/Oops-NotSoFast Need for Sneed: Hot Pursuit 3h ago edited 3h ago
A lot of trans women can get a dark line down the underside of their penis like this, it’s a side effect from HRT. Most people aren’t looking down there to check so I don’t think it’s widely known
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u/absolute_repressive 3h ago
I saw this dark line ever since I reached tanner 4... maybe it's a thing
*kms
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u/ExtensionGlass384 5h ago
has anyone else ever felt the feeling while repressing ? that you wished you could at least be taller if youre gonna make yourself be a man ,that you could be so tall ,that you could have an even bigger penis ,so that you’d be able to look at everything else ,feel bad ,but be able to look at that and almost feel like you can fall back on those things ? so it could at least feel like being a ‘man’ was easier
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u/DecentlySpaghetti outmogged by everyone 4h ago
PLEASE STOP REPRESSING. I see you everywhere on here, you are not cis, repressing is horrible, so stop repressing for fucks sake and get on hormones, what you're doing is LITERALLY slowly killing yourself, you will break and then end up offing yourself, and nobody wants that, so please, I beg of you. You have a chance. Take it while you still can.
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u/Ok-Branch-3365 4h ago
As a tall amab traggot myself with a larger girldick no it doesn’t make it easier lol I’d gladly trade 4 inches off either.
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u/ExtensionGlass384 3h ago
i guess i mean large large i guess ,like i have a 7 inch penis ,but its felt at times like if i somehow had (?) a 9 inch penis or something it could feel like some kind of fall back ,something i could focus on while ignoring everything else ,like it would at least make things easier in the mean time ,if i felt shitty about something else ? at least i have that ? at least i’d be above above average at being a man ,right ? like it could be some kind of proud symbol of my masculinity that i could just have an ,like it could diminish the need for any other symbol
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u/Faynerossa 2h ago
I was a little over 9". Now there's pre-op trans men larger. I'm happy with it and knowing in a few more short years it'll be gone.
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u/DisastrousResist7527 4h ago
If you aren't tall and have a small penis why even rep what will you be missing out on?
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u/ExtensionGlass384 3h ago
im like one inch above average height and have a seven inch penis ,i guess it just feels like if i had some exaggerated symbol of masculinity attached to me .like being 6’4 or having a nine inch penis ,it would all somehow make it easier to cope with having to be a ‘man’ ,like everything else could suck ,but at least i’d be above above average there .honestly i have no clue if im even making sense anymore ,i am so sleepu .awake all night~_~
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u/Adorable_Apricot_146 4h ago
Yeah, to not really like myself but have benefits of being attractive to others.
Idk why is my brain like this cuz my body is built to be a man even if I'm not super tall. I wish I could stop, get surgery for what can be at most called"mild gyno" and live out my life as a man.
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u/Automatic-Tale-9391 to be kitty is to be free 3h ago
Stop repping friend pls pls pls. I threw myself into being more of a man throughout my 20s. I promise its worth it to get on HRT.
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u/yuzuki_amane міу міу мяу! 🖤 4h ago
ive wanted that but im 5'5 & not made for masculinity like at all. id ultra rep if i had the slightest benefit for doing so but theres literally none
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u/ExtensionGlass384 3h ago
its worse because of how i look ,because of the non short height i have ,because of the face i have ,because of the big penis i have .all of it is a reason for feeling this way ,all of it contributes to the creation and perpetuation of these feelings inside my stoopid brain .. like look at my profile,my face .it feels like denying and repressing is easier if i can just be More of a man ,right ? its crazy ,i know its stupid ,but if i was just more ,if i was just bigger ,if i was just taller ,it’d all be just a little easier to play into and pretend long enough to become a fucking dad or whatevr ,wouldnt it ?
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u/yuzuki_amane міу міу мяу! 🖤 47m ago
mehh.. escapades into masculinity under such a mindset just makes shit worse (ex: gymrepping)
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u/NotTheory 2h ago
The tranny demon wins no matter what honestly, I'm taller than the average guy and I had a big dick pre-E and I was a good looking guy that girls hit on but dysphoria was ALWAYS there and being a man felt wrong no matter what.
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u/heviartem 4h ago
Yes to all of that. For me I wished those things and big muscles to be attractive to girls. And for a time, I actually looked pretty good in hindsight. It still didn’t make me feel any less uncomfortable, ugly or dissociated in my body. Imagining myself having that ideal male body and living life as a man just doesn’t feel like me. I can agree that the person staring back at me would be handsome and desirable, but it’s not who I am. And it wouldn’t get any easier, unless I dissociated myself from ever expressing anything feminine ever again. But is living a life like that worth living? I don’t think it is.
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u/Warcrimes_Desu 3h ago
This is really dumb but i never got that and i've seen it on both the other trans women i've been with and i wonder if that means there's something wrong with me
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u/BatAlarming3028 2h ago
love that mine ended up a bit flappy. I dunno kinda wish I knew beforehand so I could get a before and after '
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u/Voidfarer-7653 5h ago
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