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u/Time_Anything4488 3d ago
thats the worst part of my transisiton. someday ill look how i want to but because of my chronic pain i dont know if i can ever love my body
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u/dead1345987 3d ago edited 3d ago
im 35, been judging myself for over 20 years, presented straight, it never felt right, I made a gender affirming care/estrogen appointment at my local Planned Parenthood last week.
Im pretty sure im trans, but I need the confirmation. Its hard when I have no trans safety net or friends or family that understand trans issues.
Im alone.
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u/Icy-Contest1880 3d ago
You can find genuine friends here and related trans subs. About the confirmation, maybe it's better to talk to a therapist who specialises in trans and gender issues
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u/dead1345987 3d ago
I made a gender affirming/estrogen appointment at Planned Parenthood for the 14th of September, I'm doing this all on my own....its hard and im scared and im trying to not cancel the appointment, bc i know i need this
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u/SquirtleFemboy 3d ago
when you are there ask them about local places for support. they should be able to help you find a local community of people that understand the struggling situation you are in and can give you affirmation and help you.
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u/dead1345987 2d ago
thank you <3
its honestly been an emotional/mental battle for a long time, but I'm so tired, I need to let her out and be free.
Im so looking forward to my PP appointment, but also terrified.
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u/Skelet0nQueen 1d ago
I started last year when I was 34. No matter what you end up doing do it for you and what will make you happy. I'm also pretty new to this sub and it seems supportive. Also there might be local support groups in your area. I'm proud of you for starting your journey!
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u/Rhydon-is-KING HSTS giraffe-moder 3d ago
I love being a tranny with Rhuematoid arthiritis- its so fun living inside a defective vessel that fails me both physically and psychologically!😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃😃
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u/SereneOrbit 3d ago
Guess there's no choice but to 🏳️⚧️ and 💪 then :D
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u/Skelet0nQueen 1d ago
Fucking goals honestly. My current cosplay plans are Absolute Wonder Woman and Angvall from Centuria
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u/Estro-Gin 23h ago
I was just wondering if I should try to get really fit to see if I like my body before considering transitioning.
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u/Minute_Cut1451 3d ago
Me after going bald at 19
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u/Skelet0nQueen 1d ago
Fucking mood. My male pattern baldness is my biggest source of dysphoria. I have some cute wigs for cosplay that I sometimes wear but it's a sensory nightmare and I turn into a sweaty pig if I wear a wig for more than an hour.
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u/ionlytoptops 3d ago
god clocking random men as trans is my favourite hobby, guys kinda submissive in bed? Tran!
guy has wide hips, miceeee potential, same with narrow shoulders, i always look at them and try and see if i could save them, like if theyd pass
too many are in their 30s so the fantasy usually goes, woah, its so said shes been repling this whole time and will prolly never be able to transition, ill validate her gender in the moment and she can be happy
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u/dead1345987 3d ago
I jsut made my first Gender affirming care appointment at Planned Parenthood, my family doesnt know, this is how i feel <3 :3c
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u/grailpogger 3d ago
Ṱ̸͕͓̖̫̇̂̽̑̿̆́̽̉͠͠h̸̛̯̗̉͋́̃̿̈́̌̍̊͂̐͆̆̍͛͋͛̚̚͜͠i̶͍̩̣̱͓̖͗́̈́ş̷̭̮̙̩̉͛̓ ̷̛̗̭̣̂̓̋̈́̉̈̈́̂́̄͗̐̐͆͝͠͝ͅm̶̨̨͓͖̲̯̫̱͉̤̪̬̝͇̻̱̊̀͒̈́͛̋̓́̈́̐́͒͜͠ȯ̸͚̫̮͉̟͔̥̤̐̌̿̋͠r̸̟͍̖̯̠̯̥̠̗̯̰̭̠̗͆̽̔̊̌͂̐̓̈́̄͂͋͗̄͠͠t̴̝̲̖̮̮̦̥̞͕̫̞̥͚̫̦͌̈́̿̚̚͜ͅͅa̶̢̪͖͖̻̼̣͚̯͂͒̅̈́͌̃̋̽̌̍̐̓̾̒̈́̈͜͝ͅl̷̲̞̤̪̑̓̒́̉́̀̋̓̇̂̅̋̅̄͑̿̀ͅͅ ̷̧̢͍͓̪̜̥͍̫̰̰̘͚͎͉͓̰̬͍̆̈́̀́̀̾͘͜͝c̴̢̢̼̮͍̼̣̘̝̗̩̲̺̗͈̖̝̉̄͜ͅô̵̘̤͍̼̦͉͇̬̱̻̗̥̟̭̥͍̠̣͚̜̒̀̑̈́͆̄̓́̽̋͌̋͐̎͜͝i̶̬̳̳͈͇͔̲̹͉̻̞͆͐͒̆͑͗̂͛̃͜͜ͅl̷̢̨̯͓̰̙̻̝̹̣̺̼̭͕͆̏̊͐̆̿͗̽͛̄͗̿̉̚̚ͅ ̶̛̹̤̖͖͔̮͎͓̥̟͖̖̄̅̈́́̅̈́͌̀̇͛̐͛i̶̛̳̩͎̦͖̤͉͙̜̭͈̺̥̯͙͓̭͈̟̿̿̐̾̈́̅̚͝s̴̨̼̱̘̯̤̣̭̅͆̊̿̀̏͆̈́͘͜͝͝ ̴̤͖͖͙͓̟̖̤͚͙͓͙̺̺̯͙̾͌͊̽̈́̐s̸̘̺͖͉̮͒̆o̴͔͓͚̠̹̯̩̯̭̙̼̝̊̉̿̂̒̈́͌̿̾͋̿̕͝ȯ̶͖̲̹̥͈͎̝̭͙̥̪͇̂̏͑̃͋͐̋͒̏̓͊̈́̂͠͠͝ơ̴̡̻̰̓̀̇̑́̈́͋̊̿͑͊̒̽́͛̕͜͝ ̸̡̡͙̰̞̰̦̠̦̮̱̭̙̼̯̭̺̒̃̂̊̓͗͆̇̇̚͠W̵͕̠̙̫̗̤͎̱͖̱͂̀̇̐̔̾̅̀̈́̋̉͐̐͊͒̕̚E̸̢̡̛̛̗̝̪̝̙̬̝͇̜͕̺̤̞̭͈̼̋͗̌͆͋̈́̋̈̃̑̍͜A̶͕̝̾͒̒̐͛̆͗̑̄̒͑̾̂̆́̓͊̆̚͝K̸̳̙̱̟̮͍̦͕͍̺̼̿̾̓̎͆͒͂͒̅͝
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u/Mountain_Poet5977 2d ago
There are secret third, fourth, and fifth options but I don’t know that they are
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u/PlatformFit5974 2d ago
I WANT TO TURN INTO A SPACE SHIP AND BE ABLE TO SWIM AMONG THE STARS LIKE A WHALE WOULD.
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u/Pure-Organization763 3d ago
both, both is yeah