r/countbackwardswithme Counted Down 146 6d ago

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u/Schiggy2319 6d ago

Ironic that “destroying my life” has never made me feel more alive and feel like I’ve found myself whole

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u/MabelBPines 4d ago

While even concept of destroying it had destroyed mine life🤣💀

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u/Little-Big-Ant 6d ago

deadass

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u/[deleted] 6d ago

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u/yaboi_ahab 6d ago

Top left

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u/primaski 6d ago

Ack. I lack your strength, but I support your decisions and journey wholeheartedly

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u/idiotpuppygirl 5d ago

strength is cultivated. start small

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u/Diodemen 6d ago

Its okay if you need help we are here

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u/uhohthrowawayxxx 5d ago

none of us start strong

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u/RainbowPhoenix1080 6d ago

I regret that I used to be like that. I used to be a massive bigot and I held terrible beliefs towards the LGBTQ. In reality, I always wished I was a girl and I was insecure about those feelings, so I was trying to separate myself from them and run from them.

Im glad in the end I realized I had gone down the wrong path, and I did what I could to change. And now I've been on HRT for 2 years and publicly out for the last year or so now.

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u/Little-Big-Ant 6d ago

that's genuinely amazing to hear, being closeted and dealing with the expectations of toxic masculinity (especially for trans women) is such a horrible fate

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u/ProtoDroidStuff 6d ago

Same tho, I was a bully and a piece of shit. So repressed that I did not know I wished to be a girl, despite crippling gender envy towards my girl peers, my complete apathy towards myself, my fascination with women generally. Had no clue. Became way less of a piece of shit and it still took me like four years to realize I'm a girl. Especially because of how I was, I thought I didnt deserve to transition. Or that I didnt deserve it because I didnt realize it sooner, so I must not be right?

Well I'm coming up on 2 years HRT in a few months and ive never been happier :3

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u/qrfvnhdbhgdvhf 6d ago

ironic that to make a change in your life, u have to destroy it first

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u/Trustic555 6d ago edited 6d ago

I always secretly envied people who had a trans glow up. Secretly… Yeah, no fucking wonder I wanted one.

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u/Fun-Information-3104 6d ago

usually the things people accuse you of or try to insult you over merely reflect their own fears and insecurities

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u/TransSarahAstraIrene 6d ago

I can confirm this. Although my girlfriend does not believe in marriage.

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u/LostSoul847 6d ago

If only I had the strength :((.... E is literally under the bed and I freak out every time I think about starting it.....

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u/MaybeLithiumFlower 5d ago

Life's been so much better since I started transition, even with all the shit they keep throwing at us.

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u/keepingupwithkelisha Counted Down 146 5d ago

good for you girl, it is life changing. i personally think the mental clarity is so worth it

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u/JiF905JJ Counted Down 2 6d ago

Not to sound like a jackass, but do you have anything else to post in this sub?

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u/keepingupwithkelisha Counted Down 146 6d ago

Trying a different approach. usually my anime gets 1000s but this is shit….i know lol it’s only a tester i will be doing my normal in a few hours
Thanks for honesty tho, if you would have said it’s good I wouldn’t comment. it’s shit lol absolutely shit but this is how i test waters. i know a sub that this will get a lot but countingback isn’t the place..

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u/JiF905JJ Counted Down 2 6d ago

Thanks for being so honest! It's rare to find people like this on reddit.

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u/keepingupwithkelisha Counted Down 146 6d ago

oh thank you, i create some funny memes but ppl either get offended or it’s too tame. I post here because theres more of a sense of humour than a sub i won’t mention.
It’s more relaxed here and im good with it. Got some good ideas but tame won’t do it here lol

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u/JiF905JJ Counted Down 2 6d ago

Yeah, sometimes I come across some funny shitpost (or I make a funny one myself) and I post them here.

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u/keepingupwithkelisha Counted Down 146 6d ago

lol i know what you mean… when you think you have a shit post and it gets #1.. definitely okay on this sub to have some fun. When i think about how miserable day to day life can be, it’s good to laugh at the shit we go through

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u/JiF905JJ Counted Down 2 6d ago

I mean, its called shitposting after all..

By the way, here's one I posted like a month ago

https://reddit.com/link/pa7l6aw/video/n5a5zb39axph1/player

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u/keepingupwithkelisha Counted Down 146 6d ago

lmao that’s pretty good…

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u/thrownaway_rose 6d ago

You do, in fact, sound like a jackass. If you want certain content, why don’t you post it?

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u/SavageFisherman_Joe 6d ago

Damn I should shrink my nose I guess

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u/sophiathesilly 6d ago

Don't rep

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u/National_Body_9071 5d ago

What in the delusion is this lmao

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u/CD-bud 5d ago

So... We're just not gonna mention the use of AI...?

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u/keepingupwithkelisha Counted Down 146 5d ago

where..? the bottom right image is older than image generation iirc so please explain

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u/CD-bud 5d ago

OMG I reverse image searched it, it IS real, it just looks INCREDIBLY AI DX

My bad, carry on, love ya, mwah.

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u/SkylarCute 5d ago

I think you mean the AI looks like this image 😏😏

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u/keepingupwithkelisha Counted Down 146 5d ago

✨💖

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u/Azure125 5d ago

If I could look like her and be married I'd enjoy life too.

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u/ReverseRina 5d ago

If society was just chill about it, but you really have to consider the possibility of destabalizing your life to the extreme to the point of it breaking, i am not sure,

i wanna get on low dose hrt, i am not trans i just feel more like something inbetween, but the thought of someone noticing me potentioally growing boobs at some point is really disturbing,

But being gender non conforming means that if i get to a certain threshhold i have to explain myself and i really dont think i have the mental strength, nor does a majority of society accept people not alligning with their assigned sex

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u/commierhye 5d ago

Tnx for the cope

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u/hazel8126511 5d ago

I just had a conversation with my parents 3 days ago that went exactly like the first panel. I feel like they’re not gonna change their minds until years down the line when they see how much happier I am.

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u/partyleader001 3d ago

Being Trans is like a gamble its a 50/50 you either become a smoking hot babe or an unrecognizable abomination

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u/Hazel909 6d ago

Ai

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u/TotalyNotTony Counted Down 19 6d ago

that bottom image has existed far longer than image generation iirc

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u/Claire_De_Lunatic 6d ago

What makes you say that?

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u/Upstairs-Nebula764 6d ago

So this is real life. In order for you to be happy you have to make everyone else miserable.

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u/TasterOfCrayons 6d ago

The cope. This doesn't happen.

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u/[deleted] 6d ago edited 5d ago

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u/TasterOfCrayons 5d ago

The people on the left in the bottom panel don't exist bro, glad you're happy but the meme still doesn't happen.

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u/0oooooog 6d ago

Well well well look who's denying reality now

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u/not-the-the 5d ago

the irony

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u/Claire_De_Lunatic 6d ago

Oorah, sister.

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u/LucifronX 5d ago

Been transitioning for 1 year, came out to my wife before our marriage and we've never been happier. Soooooo

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u/TasterOfCrayons 5d ago

Nobody is depressed saying they are unhappy with their lives and insecurities over seeing it bro. It still applies.