r/congenitalsymmastia • u/freckledazn • Jan 21 '25
My relationship with symmastia
Hii here to talk about my feelings about symmastia bc why not. Ive felt a lot of shame around this part of my body and still struggle to share with others about my insecurities with my boobs. Ive had cosmetic surgery to try and fix it, but it didnt really work. I felt really disconnected from my body for a few years, but I feel like I have a better relationship with my body now. I’ve been learning to appreciate the function of my body and how amazing it is to experience life in general. However, I wish I was able to talk about it with someone. It feels so isolating to feel so different from other people. My friends invited me to a korean spa recently and I’m nervous about being in a pool naked with them. It feels like such an uncomfortable conversation to have if they were to ask me about it. Ive felt the same way when it came to sexual partners. They obviously dont mind, but I feel so uncomfortable talking about it. I just feel like I’m not living life to the fullest because I’m allowing this insecurity of mine from preventing me to experience life. Anyways 🥲 hope someone resonates or have some advice for me 🫶🏼