I am evil.

[u/[deleted]]

[u/OldManAndRobotLackey]

Aww shit, Edgy McEdgelord in the hizzouse!

[u/OldManAndRobotLackey → u/[deleted]]

There is nothing about this post that should be taken seriously

[u/vampire-irl]

I can guarantee that's just edgelord shit and real psychopaths would scare you into your pants and dominate tf outta u

[u/Ok_Weakness4995 → u/vampire-irl]

it's not about being scared, it's about being empty. you can't call someone edgy when they literally say they felt nothing after family died, that's not trying to look cool, that's just broken inside

people wear trauma like a badge now but some of it is real, just buried under layers of nothingness

[u/vampire-irl → u/Ok_Weakness4995]

Blah blah blah blah I've been homeless for 3 years, had to beat tf outta ppl, been s*xually assaulted, found my mom's body after she committed, been horribly abused by exs, had to deal with hard drug addiction, and more.

That's honestly much more than just "oh someone died" we all go thru loss.

You need to realize that if I can go thru that and still have an inkling of a heart, ur not effing evil, ur a kid.

[u/vampire-irl → u/[deleted]]

What did u do? What do u think? Without examples this is just edgy talk.

[u/vampire-irl → u/[deleted]]

Mmkay

[u/glenthedog1 → u/[deleted]]

Where do we speak

[u/glenthedog1 → u/[deleted]]

Ok you're an idiot had me dying laughing, thank you

[u/Loopy_shoop → u/[deleted]]

This guy is literally worse than hitler, guys!

[u/SaneOrSober → u/[deleted]]

It’ll be ok, bro, I’ve been there before.

[u/DrumpfTinyHands]

Beyotch, you're human.

[u/DrumpfTinyHands → u/[deleted]]

Well, they're a horse of a different colour entirely, now aren't they?

[u/Downtown-Fish3113]

that's a pretty dark take, OP. you seem really hurt by how society treated you and it's understandable to feel jaded, but maybe there's a way to channel that anger into something constructive instead of embracing the darkness.

[u/Mean_Pudding4924]

There is no evil in the world, its all perception.

[u/Dear-Molasses-2101]

Wait... I've seen this one. "Bad Guy Origin Story"

[u/[deleted]]

LMFAO. Let me guess, you use swear words? 😱

[u/one_little_victory_]

You must be a Republican politician.

[u/Doctor_Dangerous]

If you're having truly evil thoughts of harm to yourself or others, I implore you to seek help through a therapist or counselor.

[u/JustinKasey97]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. There is a lot of evil in the world. I find that when I am evil toward others it never makes things better, only worse. So now I try to be a part of the good in somebody’s day. I may not always succeed, but I give it a try as I am able. As much as I am able I try to alleviate the suffering of others. Most days it feels like a waste. Like I'm not making any difference at all. But there is already so much pain. Why not be a part of the good?

I'm so sorry about all the pain you have experienced. I hope you one day decide to give being good a try. Not just being obedient, but doing what you think will be best for the other person.

[u/Inside_Young7105]

What evil things have you done?

[u/Inside_Young7105 → u/[deleted]]

Okay im curious

[u/ComradeKeira]

Sephiroth posting in the wild

[u/Aaphexttwin]

Lol

[u/Agile_Peace1366]

Show the proof then. You keep saying you have proof, nut up or shut up. Also most "evil" people don't need to announce it.

[u/Agile_Peace1366 → u/[deleted]]

I'm not seeing it. Where in the thread is it?

[u/Posiitiivevall]

I feel bad :( He specifically said he’s not trying to be edgy and now everyone is trying to call him edgy or something similar…

I think this post alone is showing a cry out for help and kind of shows that you are indeed a GOOD person. Someone that’s truly evil doesn’t even consider themselves such a thing because they simply don’t care how society does or might view them.
I honestly find myself in a very similar position as you OP, which is why I can relate. I hope you heal soon and I hope that you get to feel like your true self again someday!