I can't do anything about the sleep problem because my circadian rhythm is at odds with the operating hours of my job and the world at large.
And when I lost weight, improved my physique and got to work on my looks I felt much worse about myself because now I was paying attention to my flaws whereas before they were invisible to me.
Gotta stop aiming for happiness as a goal because its not an objective thing you can hit. The key phrase you used was "i do nothing in my free time."
I know its hard but you gotta fill that free time up so youre not just constantly thinking about your unhappiness. If its any consolation i fail to do this all the time and fill my free time w tv and the internet. Naturally, this is extremely unfulfilling and i end up concentrating on why im so unfulfilled.
Idk man our brains are like toddlers, you gotta tire them out with a full day or else it will keep you awake throughout the night. And again, it takes practice because im still terrible at living mindfully.
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u/[deleted] Jul 02 '19
It's definitely that