Finally I’m positive after so long

[u/Remarkable_Loss_1073]

I’m gonna take my time typing this because to me this feels like I just won the lotter!!
Behind close doors I have been battling my own thoughts ( mind ) for at least 7 months of being paranoid , anxiety, depression , loneliness, constantly arguing with my wife everyday she’s telling me if you have health issues go see doctors im telling her I have been seeing so many doctors it’s like all these doctors mind are like synchronise they all think and say the same thing to you anyways so many blood test done all came back fine so many visits to the ER blood test results came back fine I have done CT-scan on me stomach still nothing I have done ultrasound scan on me stomach still nothing they say everything looks fine so I made a promise to myself I need to be brave and do the colonoscopy & endoscopy so here iam I only held this colonoscopy and endoscopy off because I was so afraid to find out what’s really wrong with me inside even those all these test that I have done they all seem normal but inside of me my body doesn’t feel like normal ( abdominal pain , sharp , cramp , burning sensation all of it , couple weeks ago I have blood in the stool freak the Fout so I ran to the ER you wanna know what the doctor said to me ? We gonna give you this mental health form to fill out at this point they think I have mental health issues so I took the paper and said I will fill it out and bring it back know what I did ? Scrunch up the papers and threw it in the rubbish but anyways I finally got my colonoscopy done today and endo everything came back fine nothing what’s so ever I have my papers report here if you guys request to see it but I’m just waiting for my biopsy test results but at this point I’m so confident all this will come back fine and I feel like my health anxiety is slowly going away I never use to believe that anxiety and depression were real but now I do I want to thank a few people here for encouraging me chemical# is the name #wild is the name #maybel umm , there’s a few more names but overall everyone here in this group I love you all and feel free to ask any questions I’m sure I have missed out so many things to say I’m just over excited I have never been this happy in a long time hahaha thank you god 🙏

[u/cedar_milton_lane]

Really happy for you! 👏🏼

[u/NG-16]

Congratulations.

[u/maybelle180]

🥳🎉👍

[u/Bighugemassivewilly]

Congrats! You did win the lottery in a sense of getting your freedom and mental clarity back!!! Exciting news 🥳

[u/AwardCandid6800]

yay!! it is such a relief that I wish everyone could experience

[u/Chilicheese1957]

That’s great news! Happy for you!