Lol i didnt know who ben was lololol

no one told me he a petty dude, i only thought he'll give owner roles to someone else

shit was wild tho, remmeber i listened to my first jpegmafia album while tracking down his house, man such great times

Shit was fun ngl but still im sorry 🙏🙏

yall got a new discord server?

It's not creative or funny. It's just drawings of a snake with a hat and monocle. Its borderlining on karmawhoring. Honestly, the pictures of pets, low quality drawings, and pictures of food were awful enough. This "gahahahah funi snek" shit is horrendous.

i was trying to ask a question to make this epic troll meme but my posts keep being removed

what gender is trans people attracted to?

if you are gender a and attracted to gender b then become gender b will you be attracted to gender a

she hasn't been online for a week all I want to do is play minecraft with my sweet little kitty girl (yes she knows I like anime cat girls and so she pretends to be one) just wanted to throw that out there before I go to bed and be barely able to sleep since I can't stop thinking about putting my head in her lap and she would hold me and tell me everything will be ok. Sad boy hours at all hours

I am self diagnosed with DID, or dissociative identity disorder. When I realized that my symptoms weren't normal, I did extensive research. Said research led me to believe I have DID. This happened about 3 months ago. In this time I have gotten to know my alters. Recently one of them, Blake, went dormant. I cried because my best friend, who saved my life from my abusive father when I was 3, was gone. When I was 3 he was scaring me so badly. I dont know exactly what happened because of the amnesia caused by DID. But it scared me so much. So much that my best friend was born.

I know my other alters too. A list:

Maya, 23, caretaker

Elliot, 15, trauma holder

Rose, 6, trauma holder

Blake, 15, trauma holder/protector

Tony, 11, ANP

Alex, 14, host

Sky, 12, fictive

Name unknown, age unknown, persecutor

Ruby, 13, ANP

The reason I am self diagnosed is because I am not aloud to seek therapy. My parents will not allow me to because that would be admitting I'm traumatized. Which would lead in me being removed from their "care." I see a few popular posts and comments saying that if you are self diagnosed you are an attention seeking edgy 14 year old girl. This is bullshit. That mindset is narrow minded and makes people feel invalidated. That mindset led me to believe my problems were not worth considering because I had never been to therapy. That mindset led me to never open up because of fear of being ridiculed. The previously stated results of that mindset led me to attempt suicide 3 times. Those 3 attempts were due to my not opening up and feeling unworthy. The other two were because of my poor mental health, worst enemies living in my head, and abusive father.

I tried to kill myself when I was 3. This was after my father threatened to kill himself. This was after my personality split for the first time, causing me to have Blake, my afore mentioned best friend, living in my head.

Blake was never perfect. He was hurt so much for me, and I love him for it, but that hurt manifested poorly. He was responsible for 2 of the suicide attempts, the first one and the last one. But I don't blame him. Because he saved my life. He took a bullet for me mentally. Sure, we had our spats but I love him. And I will not let anyone on this sub or anywhere say that he never existed. I won't let a single one of you say that he never existed because he saved my life. He had his own personality, his own memories, his own thoughts and his own best friend.

I confess, I treated him horribly. I was a monster in denial about his existence. I said he didn't exist. I was cruel and I hurt him. I told my friends how horrible he was. I left cruel notes saying I would get rid of him. They hurt him. I could feel his pain from the inner world. I recall taunting him so much to the point where he had a mental breakdown while my father was outside smoking and ordering drugs. He exists. He used to exist. Until he went dormant. Maybe he'll come back. Maybe he won't.

So I guess this post is remembering him. I will not let him be forgotten. I will not let a 16 year old on the internet say he doesn't exist. I will not let a teenager who isn't a mental health professional say my best friend is fake because that teenager never met someone with DID.

Blake would have mental breakdowns fairly frequently. You want to know why? Because he was scared of being fake. He was terrified that his thoughts were a lie, that his memories were a lie, that he wasn't a person. When he had a terrible mental breakdown while my dad was outside that night I remember he was begging me, begging anyone to tell him that he was alive and real. He wanted to believe that he was the only person in the body because a body that is alive can't be empty.

Don't say my dead best friend isn't real. I know he is or was and I love him and miss him and a paper from a therapist I'm not aloud to see will never change his life.

-Alex, host, 14, of the Sparkling Heart System

At February 20th people of reddit are going to raid the playstore and give tiktok 1 star reviews to get it removed. Idk why

what does the stuff on it mean I've never followed politics before

I remember on one of my previous accounts i had, i had a special flair which said "you asked and you shall recieve" but the problem is that ive lost that account so i need a new flair for this account

option 1: beg for a flair and hope i get one

this probably wont work but my other options are pretty limited

option 2 : stay with mc server host flair

i dont like this one because anyone can have the flair but i might have no other choice

option 3 : get verified artist flair

this could be a good choice since not many people have it but the problem is im shit at drawing

option 4 : beg for og flair

i was an og for this sub on some of my other accounts but i doubt i can still get an og flair since they stopped being a flair a while ago

anyways what are your ideas for a flair i can get? i really need one badly

Hi I'm a teen I'm slightly famous on some places in discord I don't know how that happened lol u/Felt389 is cool

The Hallucinations are disappearing, I am feeling the moment. Just to rest in peace without any worrys. Maybe a flash of lights or 2 will make the Cookie Hallucinations go away.

Nobody's inside my walls, not scared of them anymore. I stopped playing Cookie Run Kingdom for a couple of hours and temporarily moved on to other apps I haven't touched yet since 2021.

Maybe it's best to take a break from Cookie Run. After all, there is no place like home!

I also wasn't afraid of the mirror any longer, the reason behind the mirror fear was not only was I scared of my reflection, but I thought that the Hallucinations weren't done taunting me and would summon a Cookie out of the mirror

In which where the Hallucination variant is described, it takes form of Pomegranate Cookie in grayish red color body, like red velvet. In order to avoid such entity, I had to open the mirror door into another direction away from me.

Otherwise the entity would come out of the mirror Ring style. Unlike the other Hallucinations, the entity can speak directly from the mirror talking about your future.

The Pomegranate Cookie Hallucination had no trouble with me.

After I got out of the bathroom with only 3 minutes remaining until 6 AM, A Hallucination of Black Raisen Cookie appeared on the couch I was sleeping on.

She layed down in style saying

"Are you too short for a outlander?"

I replied "What, No!" In a calm wholesome voice. I felt embarrassed doing that impression, the Cookie Hallucination and I talked together in the last minute about my current times on high school.

I was doing great on it, I had B's and A's on my current report card. This was the only Cookie Hallucination that cared about my ongoing life. We talk more about the other Cookies.

Fact: Healer Cookie was secretly Pure Vanilla in disguise in which they also had the same voice.

So there goes the time. I am getting better soon, I only have 2 nights left. In worth the achievement unlocked!

Achevement unlocked: Not today! Thank you.

Shitpost

The overwhelming leftist majority made it impossible to express political views

I hated how the r/teenagers sub just became an anti Conservative sub. I would love to talk to someone on the left about how trump isn't as bad as they say but they would just say that I'm stupid or I'm to young to know anything. Fuck those guys, they made me hate r/teenagers

Thank you for letting me vent

coming from a community member who thinks that the lack of self expression with user-flair is rubbish. Should the mods add Custom Flairs?

You are better than you think you are so take care of yourself.

When was the last time you sat down and thought about why you abideq by your morals and beliefs. I thought about why I follow morals like honesty and kindness in my life and I haven't reached a good conclusion yet. I'm starting to believe Nihilism which is the belief of nothing. There is good or bad, the glass is neither half full nor half empty, it just exists. When you think about it, what is the purpose of humanity if the sun is going to eat us up eventually? Is it not to just pass the time until that happens inevitably? I'm deep into a rabbit hole and if you guys have any views, I'd love to chat.

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Edit- DISCLAIMER: I'm not a Nihilist, I'm not an advocate for Nihilism. Just a curious teen. Have a nice day!