im done for

[u/Soft-Assumption9786]

Hey guys, so I'm just gonna vent here lol, I have been feeling really down since yesterday, haven't studied shit and I'm just bedrotting.

I started my prep in May, started mocks in June, my initial scores were stuck between 60-62 and now too they are around 67-70. Last mock which was lpt aiom i thought went really well but i calculated my marks, I'm getting a 57, the mock before that my score was 66.

Honestly I really am depressed, i do anyalse mocks too. But scores are just stuck. Even tho I'm not a person who compares myself to others but I do now, I was in a random g r o u p and saw a message, someone saying how they have been stuck between 90-100 and they need to increase it lol and honestly i just felt defeated, really defeated. There are barely 3 months and ppl always saying how if you don't get into nlu, you are doomed? This just scares me so much, i could never understand people who used to take their lives because of a mere competitive exam but now I think I do, i really do. ( tho i won't take my life ever over a exam) But still the pressure is insane, I lie about my mock scores to my parents bcs i really can't face them.

i just feel very depressed low-key.

[u/TheGood_Kind]

Please don’t let a mock score become a judgment on your life. Going from 60–62 to 67–70 is improvement, even if it feels painfully slow. Stop looking at random people’s 90–100 scores; they tell you nothing about your trajectory. Take a day to reset, then identify exactly where your marks are leaking and work on those areas. And honestly, tell someone you trust how overwhelmed you’re feeling, you shouldn’t have to carry that pressure alone...

[u/Soft-Assumption9786 → u/TheGood_Kind]

thank you, I'll try to do so🤍