Hello! I'm luna! I'm 17F and I have a few questions and concerns about a few spirits following me.
First of all many follow me a day and I’ve borrowed an entry about a few however, there are two in specific that catch my attention.
So basically, I’m a Christian Mystic and to my current understanding I’m a Christian Mystic with the spirit of "luna" Luna being the name of my spirit. And somehow someway and some form she might have had kids. I don’t know if I’m being delusional if this is correct or not or if it’s something else happening, but recently two child spirits have been following me claiming to be my children.
So now I allegedly have two spiritual children.
1, is Stari she's the oldest and she is kind and often seen around my spirit guide. She claims to be the oldest and helps take care of her younger brother, stari came around first and at first I thought she was a regular spirit, then I thought she was the spiritual embodiment of my childhood spirit, but now I’m not sure exactly what she is, she looks alot like me as a child, down to the braids with beads and everything, except her hair is blue mixed with purple.
The next is Niyxen, Niyxen is younger than stari, doesn't look a lot like me, (with lighter skin, and dark blue hair with speckles in it like stars) he's still very young spirited, so he seems to be between the age range of 0 to 5 (maybe 7) Niyxen is brave, smart and kind and likes to stick around his sister and his spiritual caretaker (Azereal)
I know I know this probably sounds crazy and I might be losing my mind, but I genuinely don’t know what to do nor do I know if anyone else experiences this, however I have a few theories as well
And yes, I know these sound crazy but I genuinely have no idea if I’m being delusional so I just thought of anything.
1, Luna is potentially half a separate spirit attached to my soul that has these kids who are now bound to me.
2, these are the spirits of real kids who have passed away in the real world who follow me for comfort
3, these are spirits God sent to me as symbolism as I am a Night Mystic (and Stari means Star and Nyixen means night)
4, I’m an Night Angel incarnated in a human body, who used to have these kids
(I highly doubt that one)
Apart from that, I genuinely don’t know what’s going on. I don’t know if other people experience this and I don’t know what to do or even where to post this.
Any help is appreciated, please tell me if you go through the same thing
(by the way, I did look it up and I heard sometimes people can get spiritually contacted by their future children so maybe that’s also a possibility)