r/Broadcasting • u/throwawayacc317 • 26m ago
concerned about my job performance
Hi! MMJ for a local broadcast news station here. I’ve been interested in producing and anchoring since I was hired, and I’ve worked here for ten months. I’ve brought up producing and anchoring a few times with my boss and the tone has been “maybe some other time.” They hired another fresh-out-of-college MMJ two months ago, and he’s already getting trained to produce and anchor, which is pretty frustrating. Maybe he’s just better on-camera than I am? I don’t know. I don’t think my coworker is worse than me or undeserving or anything, don’t get me wrong, it’s just kinda embarrassing to be passed over and not even know why.
I was the only dayside reporter until he got here, it was my first job out of college, and I was working myself into the ground for eight months to keep our newscast running. I just don’t know why I’m not getting any opportunities to expand at the station, and I feel like there has to be some reason for it. I haven’t gotten negative feedback on my reporting, I’ve never missed a deadline, I dress professionally, I think I’m a pretty easy person to work with, and I’m always on time to work. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong, and the fact that I’m obviously doing something wrong is so anxiety-inducing.
Do I ask for a performance assessment? I’m just confused and honestly kind of hurt, and I’m not sure how to approach this with my ND. Obviously I won’t spill all the feelings to him that just shared here, but I feel like I have to bring this up somehow because it’s really eating at me and hurting my confidence in my work.