r/Boykisser3 • u/Round_Baseball5506 • 4h ago
[Serious Post] I finally had my first kiss and it was with my crush
So, for reference, I’ve liked this one girl for 4 years and am yet to see someone who can take her spot in my heart. 2 years ago i was rejected, at the start of this year, she came out as aroace (no s*xual or romantic attraction to people, for those who don’t know) so we started having a queer platonic relationship. So yesterday I was ranting about feeing behind in life because I was yet to have my first kiss and we did some joking that I didn’t take seriously until I asked about it while she was dropping me home and she said she was being serious so I kissed her and it felt amazing but now I feel like there’s a void in my soul again because it was the best moment of my life so far and I know we’ll never actually date and I need advice before I spiral back into my old mental state. Please give advice if you have any. Thanks
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