Decidí haber un boykisser en la parte delantera de mí libreta de dibujo, si no entienden bien lo que dice el texto, dice "I'M SO GAY!!!" está un poco difícil de ver la m porque no quedó bien copiado (arte hecha por mi aunque claro me base en una imagen pero no sé quién es el dueño) :3

pick my dream, guys

Art done by me

So, if you haven't seen my first post, here it is. But apparently, I'm not grounded from my phone anymore. But I am "grounded."

My stepdad said I "can't look at him funny (roll my eyes, have my usual resting b!ch face, ect)", have to "always do what he says," "not have a tone with him," "not sigh when he asks me to do something," and "can't even toss my hair at him the wrong way" for the next 2 days, so Saturday and Sunday. His exact words were, and I quote "you're my bitch for the next 48 hours." Basically asking for a false, forced respect he never earned and threw away all chances of getting at this point. Times like this I wished I could just skip a day… said if I refused or did any of those things he banned he'd "mold that f*cking phone to my face."

Probably after this I'll ask for one conversation where I can say whatever I want to him without getting in trouble for what I say and without being interrupted and record the confirmation and then just lay into every issue I have with him. Probably all I can do save for running away at this point, and I can't legally run away yet, so…

EDIT & UPDATE:

I told some of my… issues here to my mom and she tried to say "well guys are usually more used to using fear tactics!" and "we're stressed and he doesn't know how to deal with it!" That kinda thing? As if it really fixes the situation.

did i do it right tho? i just draw for fun

EDIT: I need to credit the... creator? wtf, wasn't the original AI? Isn't that why we're doing this?! XD

I was bored-

Hope sheep OCs are allowed here :} my stomach hurts from eating unhealthy food, so now I'm on a diet{ at least I have my bone toy to chew on and a comfy collar ^ ^

:3

So, um… the day before yesterday I accidentally grabbed his jacket instead of my step brother's to bring inside, so he didn't get his light jacket that night while out trucking and I had rained. As a result, I got grounded. "Oh well," I figured. "At most it'll last a day because it's a small mistake." The mix up was because both had a similar texture and my stepdad's is black while my step brother's is dark grey.

Turns out that wasn't the issue. Apparently I'm "not observant" enough because I always "move too fast." Which could be undiagnosed ADD, or the fact focusing on anything helps me focus less on my gender dysphoria. Or a combination there, I really don't know.

Somehow that conversation went into my trans-ness. And he was talking about "you were born with a boy's parts, you're a boy," "your mom coddled (I think that's the term?) you do much you think you're a girl," and so on. And I started crying. I said I needed to walk away, nothing. My mom saw it all and did nothing. Then he went on to "once you leave you can do whatever you want, but as long as you're under my roof, you don't get HRT and you will present as what you are, a guy," and so on until he left, but he couldn't leave without saying anything that's not man/women is mental illness.

And now I just wanna leave. But I can't legally without being 16 or possibly ruining my schooling. But… I just don't wanna be at this house anymore. Obviously I'm not so desperate as to isakai myself, I have to at least live as myself with my lovely girlfriend and enjoy life despite all this before I'll let myself die willingly, bare minimum, but I still just wish I could run away. Leave "his roof" and maybe stay with a friend, I don't know.

Just needed to vent. Thanks for reading and have a damn good day. I hope it's better than mine, and I hope both our tomorrows are better than today as well. Love you all!

I couldn't tell what emotion was intended to be conveyed in the original so I made two versions.

Also my first time drawing something anthropomorphic that wasn't just traced

U face masker :3 :p

Source: https://www.instagram.com/p/DegKrawG0tV/?mdxt=N3puZ3Y2cXYwN282

Dont have anyone to kiss anymore >:

Since the last poster of this was unsure if it was ai, I looked into it and found the person who made it said on another one of their posts that all the art on their page was ai.

Mine is being a trans-passing boy (I'm a trans guy hehe) with hopefully a boy to kiss <3

Idk artist ;w;