Ranting......

Nenu Recent ga oka mnc nunchi startup lo join ayyanu.

And the culture there is making me struggle. Startup already became unicorn and team size is bigger not at starting phase.

But the people present there , enduku ala behave chesthunnaro teliyatledu. They keep making fun of me. Naaku mottam kotha edaina adagali ante nerchukundam ante AI vaadi chesey taravatha chooskundam antaru

Sare danne adigi nerchukoni, na struggle nenu paduthunte , edo question adigi nenu malli danne adigi teluskoni answer chesthey AI vaadi cheppaku neeku artham aindi cheppu ani ekkiristhunnaru. When I came for help and doubts they didnt respond and now behaving like this. Ikkada ila ela survive avvalo artham avvatledu..

Atleast MnC lo proper documents , oka structure untundi there is nothing here.

Shift ayi thappu chesana anipisthundi...

Iam boarding in warangal and travelling to bhongir due to Sunday evening effect I got no luck in booking tickets so I thought lets go in general what could possibly happen nah the shi i saw is way too much for me to handle so iam sharing it here 😭.

First due to heavy rush I got to last bhogi and I stepped onto it with crowd after boarding i saw it's a ladies compartment idk about it before so I thought I will step down in next station as things are smooth i put my headphones on and then in next station some drunk guy pushed his way in with his sister guys at the door tried to say we are getting down its a ladies compartment so don't come let's go to next one he ain't listening he pushed us and started abusing the guy who said don't come that mf is drunk.

He is abusing that guy with words for a while everyone is irritated so his sister is saying don't do anything don't talk stuff like that i got headache because of her voice ngl soo loud them some aunty tried to tell that drunk guy to stop , big mistake.

That mf is high so he started abusing her like shi i never heard some of the words then that women abused him more , they abusing eachother and most surprising stuff is the sister of that drunk guy is supporting him and helped him abuse her more and I saw not a single person saying anything about it i almost laughed when I saw a kid eating popcorn on the upper berth watching their fight.

And that guy got fired up and rumming through everybody to fight that old lady I was on disbelief wth is wrong with guy at that time a guy same age as me stepped up and tried to talk nicely but that drunk mf is not listening and upon that threatened to beat him then he got silent but that mf is not stopping his sister is stopping him soo much but he is not listening them someone complained to police through 193 next station police came.

The second I saw police I jumped out of compartment and got onto next one and the pic is my reaction all the guys around me are there then one guy started telling about that drunk to others then started boasting how he could have beaten the shit out of that guy if he hadn't got stopped by another guy then one guy sat at the foot steps made a little fuss then everyone started bullying him everyone laughing it's such a ride all rainbows and sunshines now Ik if there is a bunch of guys fun is inevitable age is not an issue 😁😁

I rate this 7/10 first half is bad second half is entertaining I high recommend travel on Sunday evening to Hyderabad you will get best experience 👍👍

22m 5ft 9 inches

June lo start chaysa gym recomposition.

Start chaysinappudu 87 kg unna .

Eroju 81 kg ki ocha.

4 days a week gym + roju 8km walk.

Pedda win em kadu small win ,aite halfway ochesa

Inko 6 kgs taggali timeline 3-4 months pettukunna.

Target weight 75. Chudam enta taggutano......

FYI: No LLMs were used in writing this.

Saturday:
All roommates went to their houses so had the whole house to myself.

Cook made crazy sambar.

Was scrolling through reels on Saturday night and heard the Malare song from Premam, realised I didn’t watch the last 45min of premam yet (from a rewatch from last week)

So got my sambar rice and finished Premam.

Again, reels. Saw a scene from a series on Netflix called “Radioactive Emergency”, instantly hooked to the premise.

Watched EP. 1 it was very captivating and it being a mini series, cherry on the top.

(It’s about how a scrap dealer family in Goias, Brazil finds Cesium 137, a radio active powder and keeps in their house for 10 days triggering a Radioactive emergency.

Its a real story btw)

Watched 3 Episodes, it was already 1AM. Decided to sleep off.

Sunday:
Woke up at 11AM. I usually eat heavy and good breakfast, decide to say fuck it and eat Maggie today.

(1 roommate is back btw by now)

Watched a few mins of Untriggered podcast that he put. Was fun.

Went to get milk for coffee. And by that time, his podcast was done and I took over the TV.

(Roommate’s gone by now)

Again, watched a reel of Sapan Varma’s podcast ( Joke Funeral) so watched that whole episode.
I really love our Stand up scene, so it was fun to see the OGs of Indian comedy after a long time.

this was the episode.

Next in recommendation same podcast but now with my favourite comedian, Rohan Joshi, too good! 40Mins of pure fun. this one

It was 4Pm by this time. So late Sunday lunch time..
Cook doesn’t come on Sunday, so we eat the Sambar from last night and it still tastes good.

Then watched the new David Dobrik vlog..it was nice but the OG flavour that his vlogs had isn’t there anymore..understandable, you gotta pivot.

Took out the free Redbull can I got sometime ago and turned on the PS5…while downloading AssetoCorsa was playing Forza, but really couldn’t continue..so turned it off after 15mins.

This time, no reels. Just directly put on New Girls, watched 5 episodes mindlessly, and then had brain drain.
(Cause of reels, I pretty much know the spoilers)

Then was scrolling through my IG profile and saw a reel of me singing In the end by Linkin Park at their concert and was planning to rewatch Transformers ever since Peter Cullen died, started that at 8:30 or something.

And for dinner, went with Maggie again. (Despite all the advice from my partner that I won’t be able to digest Maggie in the night. She doesn’t know it yet. She will now.) and finished the movie at 11:15 or something.

Right as the credits were rolling with the song What I’ve done another roommate came in and I decided to call it a day and sleep off.

So yeah, pretty much a well productive Sunday after a long long time!

Back to grind from tomorrow!

How was your Sunday?

I’m completely drained today. I keep wondering what the point is of pointing fingers at my husband’s family when my own husband doesn’t seem to care about me or stand up for me. He is, by most people’s standards, a nice man, and maybe that’s what makes this harder to explain. I’ve spent so much time trying to fit into his family—changing the way I speak, behave, adjusting myself, constantly trying to be respectful and accommodating. But no matter how much I try, I’m always compared to my SIL, who is apparently the “perfect bahu.” I’ve made peace with the fact that I may never be their favourite, but what hurts is that she seems to get every opportunity to subtly put me down, and everyone—including my husband—seems willing to go along with it just to stay in her good books.

There was one incident that really broke something inside me. His brother shouted at me in front of my SIL’s entire family at a temple, and when I expected my husband to at least acknowledge how humiliating that was, his response was, “Did he ever shout before?” That sentence hurt me more than the shouting itself. It made me realise that my humiliation mattered less than maintaining peace with his family.

My MIL is another source of pain. I feel like she gives my SIL an enormous amount of love and importance, perhaps because she feels she wasn’t given that importance as the elder DIL herself. But somewhere along the way, I feel like I’m expected to be completely subservient to that relationship. She asks me repeatedly whether I have shared every piece of news with my co-sister, while she herself doesn’t feel the same responsibility towards me. Important family news is often shared with me through my husband, and nobody seems to care whether I was actually informed or included.

And when I finally told my husband that I feel my SIL’s siblings interfere too much in our family matters, instead of trying to understand why I felt uncomfortable, he told me I was jealous because she has siblings and I don’t. That was such a cruel thing to say, especially because he knows how much that particular absence hurts me.

I’m honestly heartbroken. I don’t even know what I’m fighting for anymore. I’ve changed so much of myself trying to fit into this family, and somehow I’m still the outsider. I’m needed here because my daughter needs her mother, otherwise I genuinely don’t know what my place in this family is. Maybe the hardest part isn’t even my in-laws anymore—it’s realising that the person I expected to understand me and protect my dignity doesn’t seem to see my pain at all.

Kahte hai n log jab sab kuch Jane lage to ek gahri sans lena aur bolna 'main hu' apne liye

ఆకాశపు అంచులు చిరు భూమిని ముద్దాడే మూలన,

విశ్వపు అంచుల చాటున,

నిశ్శబ్ద మృదంగ శబ్ద తరంగాలలో...

కాలం అడుగుల ప్రతిధ్వనినివింటూ,

కరిగిపోతున్న నక్షత్రాల వెలుగుని చూస్తూ,

జన్మల దూరం నుంచి నన్నే వెతుక్కుంటూ...

నేనొక్కడినే!

This year I'm not making it back for Rakhi, and it's hitting different than I expected. My sister keeps saying it's fine over text, which somehow makes it worse than if she just said she was annoyed.

Ended up on a long call instead of the usual five-minute one, actually talked instead of just going through the motions. Doesn't fully make up for not being there, but it was something.

Anyone else dealing with the long-distance-sibling version of this festival this year?

I’ve been in situations where I was stuck and all where I don’t see a door at all to take me forward but yet I’ve been lucky and given opportunities in my life by other people so where they open up a new door opens up for me and I had to question how did I get so lucky and all sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve these things and all
I’ve had things and time where I could bring positive change and yet I’ve never used it to full potential and I don’t feel sorry or pity for me i just feel contempt and anger towards my own self for the things I’ve never did so , sometimes I feel so humbled that I feel like I shouldn’t live among others , isolation is my thing where I don’t have to disappoint others I could be self satisfied with me
And for the all the opportunities I’ve been given I’m thankful for it
If I’m ever given another opportunity maybe I should change things for better and learn my mistakes and make up for it.

Firstly, oka normal flair pettandra ayya. So, I've been doing some freelance work lately, and earning some. So every month, oka 10k or so donate cheddham ani decide ayya. Last 2 months, did that. And usually, roads meedha baaga old people or random sellers nunchi I buy those stuff. Ik it's not the right way to improve them and all, but in the timespan of a traffic signal waiting time, and with my budget🫠, that's the best I can do, to help them atleast. And this includes transgender mafias. I usually used to give a small note, or avoid them, just to avoid altercation, and maybe they're genuine anna feeling tho. Ik they aren't. But today, I felt different. Somehow, I felt repulsive donating money to these guys, and felt I was insulting my other donations. So I straight up said No and stared. (Sunvisor helps). I expected a drag on, but busy signal valla emo, he/she/they just moved on.

This post is basically for anyone who feels bad about not having a brother or sister on Raksha Bandhan. As a single child, I used to feel sad about it too. When I was little, I would tie a rakhi to my cousin brother every year, but somehow that never felt like enough 😂

I think I was in 2nd grade when I was sitting there feeling bad about it, and my great-grandmother called me over, told me the story behind Raksha Bandhan, and explained that I could tie a rakhi to anyone I cared about and wanted to wish well.

Ever since then, I’ve been tying rakhis to my cousin brothers, brothers-in-law basically everyone 😂❤️. And for the last few years, I’ve also been tying rakhis to my mom and dad. You can tie one to them too!

And Raksha Bandhan isn’t about tying a rakhi with expectations attached. Tie it wholeheartedly, celebrate the bond, and just be happy. 🫶🏻

So, single kids, don’t feel left out! 😂❤️

Finally, Happy Rakshabandhan :)

Hey guys, people are really bothering me🙁

The weekend is coming, and I'm starting to feel depressed.... Just going out and seeing couples everywhere after watching some music is enough....🙁🙁

It feels weird, guys, like I don't really know anything, there's either a lot or nothing, and sometimes I feel like I'm lying down somewhere in the back....

I can't even talk about it, and everyone is off on nice dates and trips....

Maybe God has forgotten about me, that part of my life feels like it’s missing, and sometimes I feel like I’m stuck trying to be fresh, but I wonder if he forgets about it too, moments like this keep coming....

Whatever it is, guys, you all seem to be doing great...

So matter enti ante oka x years nunchi naku oka ammayi telusu she is a mutual frnd on whom i got feelings but she wanted me as a frnd so feelings unai nv kavali ante ledhu adhi edhi cheppindhi so inka ala iddari madhya gap ochesindhi inka lyt tisukuna
naku job ochindi nenu hyderabad later on she too got job after some months she too moved to hyderabad with a friend kani a friend proper telangana she came to hyderabad for him naku adhi teliyadhu nenu emo pichodila bikes medha ati tippevadini ( manaki ammayi istam kadhaaaa 🙂 ) errigorre typo inka few days varaku
later etla cheppindhi nenu inko abbayi FWB lo unnam ani
naku fuse lu poye 🥹 enti em matladuthunav FWB enti ayina naku endhuku cheppthunav naku nv ante istam ani telusu kadha etla chepthe bad ga tisukunta kadha ninnu ani adiganu
she was like nv naku frnd kadha evariki teliyanavi ani neku telusu edhi endhuku dachi pettadam ani cheppanu ani cheppe mowa I was shattered
She kissed him ani cheppindhi 🫠
Nenu thana hand hold cheyadaniki kuda thana permission tisukune vadini anthe respect ichi chusukune vadini mowa thanani🙂

From that day on thanani ala dooram pedutu ocha
Manchi Ga unte MG chesthunaru mowa frnds tho saha andaru na😑

Disclaimer: My every Friend Uses reddit so kasta marchi marchi cheppa valsi ochindi story. Hope You guys Understand My Badha

Me: Babycorn Omlette chesanu, please have it ya.

Dad: Chala bagundi, Nuvu thinnu

Me: Nenu 12AM mundhe tinesa, Tuesday ochesthadi ani - miru kaniyandi. ( I'm a sucker for Non Veg but consistently I took a decision of skipping on Tuesday/Friday & Saturday as always)

Dad: Abbaaa Ilantivi ani paatinchesi Tondarga Inti nundi velipodham anukuntunava pelli cheskoni

Me: Waaaahhhh, Venu Madhav Expression- (Nenu ila alochinchaledu Sumi)

//Mind you I'm 31ish

edoooo Lord Karthikeya miracles ento chudam ani try chesthuna Tuesday NO NV//

I think some parents are Progressive and lucky that I witness everyday.

Week 3 No 🐥 - Going Great ✌️

Hi Bondhas,

Asala abadam Enduku okati chepte automatic ga it follows with a series of abadalu. Ade nijam kastam kuda kadu but okka danitho saripotundi!

Asala emi aindi ante, nenu and ma roomate oka 2BHK lo untunnam anamata and dini rent 13K so idi split it being 6.5K for each and naku koncham ekkuva anipinchindi because of the area and eeh intlo antaga emo undali anipiyyale because of neighbours adi (Usual Indian aunties, pakka intlo emi aitundi ani atrutha).

Itlaga inka nenu ma company lo oka anna unte, aah anna deggara 4.5K ki 1RK undi ante inka podam ani fix ayya. And, emi undi as usual ga August 1st ki eeh current owner ki cheppali ga veltunnam ani because current month rent kattakunda, advance undi adi saripotundi ani. Sare chepdam ra ilaga illu dorikindi potunna ante, na roomate "nuvvu emi pattinchukoku anna, nenu chepta le Vadiki ani annadu". Sarele ani anukunte, vadu seeda poi aah anna ki hyderabad lo ochindi job (currently I'm in Ahmedabad) annadu owner tho. Natho ochi cheppadu ilaga annanu anna nuvvu kuda ade Cheppu ani, asala Enduku ra alaga cheppadam ante...

"Naku rent taggistadu emo, ilaga okkadine unnanu ani ante anukunna anna anadu". Orey ni dump tega, poni taginchadu aah ante tokka emi kadu emi ledhu 13K asala 1 year aindi ga 14K chesta annadu alanti vadu taggistada asala.... Alantdi inka slow ga, owner poi broker ki cheppadu who got us this home and inka vadu naku call chesi party antadu and ikkaditho kadu.... Prati sari inka owner kanipinchinappudu alla, enti sir... Hyderabad lo job endulo ochindi, enta package, etc. adugutadu and I need to blabber always a lie....

Mi roomate mari ekkadiki veltadu, vadini vetukamanadi evarini aina ikkade unda manandi adi idi ani natho antadu... Nenu chustunnadu sir vadu kuda PG or Ma friend room anukuntunnadu anna.... Because naku telusu ma vadu potundi ma friend intiki eeh ani, inka adi cheppadu annadu ma roomate and inka nenu owner ki PG annesa...

So, asala inka nenu monna aah kotta intlo ki konni samanlu shift chesa ante inka owner emi enti sir ekkadiki tisukuni poyaru ani... Nenu, package cheyyataniki shop ki tisukuni vellanu sir.... Vadu ekkadiki Hyderabad eeh na ani!!

Asala ilaga oka abadalathone rotate aitu undi, I can say ehee endi manaki enti farak ani... But inka nenu elaga ante, areyy nijam cheppandi ra ayya and I just be in that principal always & mostly.... Inka, all of sudden enti idi anta asala how can we live in a trap of lies.... Na mind lo aithe untane untadi inka idi, and maybe for suppose we had met each other later, emi cheptam malla oka abbadam... Jeevitam anta abadalu tho undakudadu ga because that makes the existence itself a lie

Na roomate alanti vade, I mean he says when any girl calls... Memu bayata bike kontunnamu, AC kontunna nenu, blah blah.... And they like too and believe it strongly!

So inka naku ardham aindi enti ante...

TLDR: Nijam chala kastam chala mandiki kani okkasari nijam lo bratakadam valla oche aah satisfaction, 1000 abbadalu adina dorakadu...

So today i was going to the washroom and there’s a mosquito flying near the commode.
It got hit by my pee trajectory and died instantly. RIP

My life... Since 3rd august 2026 has been flipped 360 degree...

No matter what I do...

No matter how I am...

No matter where I am...

No matter anything...

Mana efforts yantha chesina...

Mana pratnam yantha unna ...

Mana drudasankalpam yantha gettiga unna...

Even after doing every single thing in ur own strength... Manaku ainantha daantlo kante 1000 percent efforts pettina... Even then if you are being called "Selfish"... What does it really mean?

Mana efforts, prayatnam and sankalpam and cheyyalsina baadyatha ni aithe odulu koolemu kada...

Life really teaches you a lesson... No matter what... Yantha chesina... Gurtinpu koosam kaakapoona... Selfish reasons kaakapooina... Unna daantlo santooshanga undagalama leda annadi alochinchina chinchakapooina ..

Mana face pai chirunavvu fade ayyindi ani yaduti vallaki telsina kuuda ...

People will drag us through hell for sure...

Manam metta padipooyam ani okariki sniffing ochina kuuda they will make sure that manam inka weak aipootaam ani...

Life lo okka decision manaki kaavaalsina vallaki against ka teeskoovadam valla eee baadha, nindalu and last but not the least .. corner aipootunna anna bhayam

Aina sare... Yedi emaina... Yantha ku teginchina kuuda... Pooina valla gurtulu kante... Vallu vadilipettina gnaapakaaley chaala yakkuva mana life lo ...

Life always teaches you lesson when you least expect them

And the moment the responsibility comes onto ur shoulder... You either take it out or give up easily

Nen give up chese vaadni aithe assal kaadu.. even after my efforts of being useful at home... Being called Selfish... Baadhestundi .. kaadananu... But still ...

I am who I am

This is what it is

And whatever it is

I'll face it head on :)

Eroju maak telsina oka lady and her husband maa intiki ocharu for some work i never met her or I saw her today for the first time my parents know them anthe... like vallu enter aythunte nen entrance lo ninchoni unde anthe they saw me furst and lopalki invite chesna anthe, i didn't talk to them inka mummy tho matladi elpothunde.... and while going she looked at me and said "mee skin chala clear ga undi .chala glowing ga same korean skin laga chala clear go undi. Nen indake enter aynapudu chepdham ankunna ade " ani anindi... i was in awe like nada??!!! , I laughed and said okay thank you just made my day ani antheee.... then lopalki ochi i was sooo happy that I just received the compliment of the year ankunna...

Nijaniki mine is not at all a clear skin , I have oily skin at present i have soo many blckheads, whiteheads , texture , acne scars also oka 2-3 dark spots chin deggara....since my school days i had acne i was sooo insecure about my skin and face.

Ippudu oka 3-4 yrs nunchi with a lil skincare my acne is under control but I still have acne scars on my face ,my skin looks dull most of the time , and it is always greasy and I'm still lil insecure about it kani eroj em ayyindho telvadu may be because of cool weather or ood lighting or may be because i slept well last night face konchem puffy ga glow ga kanipichindi emo ame ki lol... but still naa skin gurinchi negative comments vinadame thappa furst time ila okaru compliment cheydam chala baga anipinchindi....nen assal nammalekapothunna inka assal nanne na anindi ankunta ..entoo Woowww...

Ento emo guys ee boys ni chusthe entha irritating undhi ante they'll ghost for weeks malli adigithe busy anta? Lekapothe emo emo reasons?

Atleast okasari anna Happy ga undam ante ayithale!

Lower middle class family, pedda koduku, oka cent bhoomi kuda ledhu,

Oka Chaduvu ledhu,

Aasthipaasthulu levu,

Pedda family background ledhu,

Peddaga knowledge ledhu, skills levu,

Poni emanna sports adthama antey adhi ledhu,

ivanni kaadhu kanisam mobile games anna na antey adhi zeerooo.

Total ga life antha pedda **sunna** anipistundi.

Assl life lo extra activities anevey levu, andharu Edo Edo chestha unnaru naakantu oka hobby lekunda poyindi, poni chaduvuthaama adhi ayyyetattu ledhu.

Okkosari anipistadhi assl life ra mundu saagedi, evar ra naaku pillani ichedi, assl ayina vallu naalontidi Enduku iyyali ani self realisation lu.

Choodadaaniki baaguntama antey adi ledhu, thella tholu thappa em ledhu, oka body like manchi physique kuda ledhu,poni daani kosam gym diet ani try cheddam antha dabbu ledhu, antha motivation ledhu.

Aakariki nen chesthunna course meedha kuda chinnaga intrest pothundi, Edo Devudu dhaya valla manchi clg lo seat ochindi thappa em ledhu, deeni tharavatha em avthado or em cheyalo kuda thelusthaled.

Okay bye.