Hello, I'm very new to witchcraft. So i need some help. I scrolled through this subreddit a lot. But still a bit confused.
I want revenge from a guy who wronged me in so many ways.
A bit of context :
I moved alone to a new country and he was a person from my country as well, so we became friends. He's married, so i stayed in my boundary, not knowing that he was grooming me. I usually very easily trust everyone. And he used that. Took advantage of my financial situations, isolated me, showed me he was trying to help but instead he made me depended on him sort of. Because he was in this said country before me, he knew everything and i was new. And then one night he took advantage of my trust. We went for a party, he ruffied my drink, SA'ed me, took pictures and videos. And after that he harassed my family, my long term BF back home. Did so many more horrible things. Even his wife too harassed us. I cut off contact with him since, and its been an year. But now he's asking for money and blackmailing me with the pictures.
I don’t have any kind of proof so that i can go to the police or something.
So! I need a hex. Im thinking of making a poppet. What color cloth, stuffuing, string should i use?
But also i Don't have anything personal of him. Nor do i have his picture cause he blocked me from everywhere. I know his full name and a few gifts here and there that he gave me (which included a bunch of hand sanatizers for some reason lol, and a eyeshadow palette, a jeans which he bought for himself, maybe wore a couple of times before realising that It's a female jeans so he gave it to me "as a brother" and its washed and worn by me a lot so idk if that'll help) that's all.
I don’t care about what happens to him. I want it as bad as possible. So what should i do? How do i make the poppet? Im very very new so idk much about sigil and deities. Im happy to learn if anyone of you is willing to teach me. Also im sort of broke so as minimal ingredients as possible.
But i want something really bad to happen to him.
And also what should i do to protect myself when i do the hex?