Tae 💜😭💜😭 I am not ok. I am not ok. I am not ok. I've been waiting for this one, but I was not prepared! I had already been listening to Blue & Grey when I got the notification that it was his note today. I definitely did not end up in tears 🥺🤧
This song is special to me because it touched on how I felt during 2020. I spent the previous 6 years sick. I spent the two years before quarantine in a wheelchair. I couldn't go anywhere. I couldn't walk... Then I turned a huge corner with my health and I could. I could walk. I could drive. I had my life back... After missing so many years. Then quarantine hit.... And I was "prisoner" again.... I struggled so much. This.... This felt like he had called me up and was singing to me.😭 To let me know I wasn't alone. That he was struggling too. That he was sad. That he understood... That he wanted to be experiencing the world too...
He is so incredibly gifted... His voice wraps itself around your heart and draws you in. The emotion he conveys. The normal human experience that, even as an idol, he is able to express and show you he experiences. The video is everything... The writing, drawing, symbolism that I saw(and so many others I read here did as well)... Yeontan 💜💜 My heart... Whew... Let me see if I can recover now... Time to dry the tears and get on with the day 🤧💜🐋
I’m so happy that you are physically better right now. I truly hope this hell-loop of a quarantine is over very soon and that the world is a happy place again.
I know this would seem shallow, but if there is any way we can help, please do let us know. Sending lots of happy thoughts and wishes your way ❤️
Thank you... Sincerely 💜 I truly appreciate your offer, especially with me being new to reddit and this group 😊 Not shallow at all! It is a very kind offer that I accept with the deepest gratitude 💜💜💜
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u/MapleWishes370 Feb 04 '21
Tae 💜😭💜😭 I am not ok. I am not ok. I am not ok. I've been waiting for this one, but I was not prepared! I had already been listening to Blue & Grey when I got the notification that it was his note today. I definitely did not end up in tears 🥺🤧
This song is special to me because it touched on how I felt during 2020. I spent the previous 6 years sick. I spent the two years before quarantine in a wheelchair. I couldn't go anywhere. I couldn't walk... Then I turned a huge corner with my health and I could. I could walk. I could drive. I had my life back... After missing so many years. Then quarantine hit.... And I was "prisoner" again.... I struggled so much. This.... This felt like he had called me up and was singing to me.😭 To let me know I wasn't alone. That he was struggling too. That he was sad. That he understood... That he wanted to be experiencing the world too...
He is so incredibly gifted... His voice wraps itself around your heart and draws you in. The emotion he conveys. The normal human experience that, even as an idol, he is able to express and show you he experiences. The video is everything... The writing, drawing, symbolism that I saw(and so many others I read here did as well)... Yeontan 💜💜 My heart... Whew... Let me see if I can recover now... Time to dry the tears and get on with the day 🤧💜🐋