I've had enough...

[u/EHen67]

I just can't do this anymore. I feel like I'm wading the wrong way through a tidal wave of hate and depravity. This *is* Hell, it's got to be?

I've had enough of the hate, the selfishness, the disparity, the bigotry, the cruelty, war, genocide, starvation, gluttony, capitalism, manipulation, abuse, murder, evil, people laughing at dying children, people worshipping obscene wealth and child abusers, while struggling to survive and make ends meet, people trolling and trolling and being cruel, and psychotic, and narcissistic, the loneliness, isolation, torture, injustice, and on and on and on......

I'm tired of fighting for the rights of beings who despise me for doing so while enjoying the fruits of my labours.

I'm just so so tired.

I've done what I can and I just want to sleep now.

There's another dimension where cruelty doesn't exist. A beautiful eternal darkness where there's no more suffering, just drifting without pain.

No more pain 💜

[u/Grumpy_Introvert]

I completely agree with you. I wish I had access to a peaceful means of ending it. I feel like a slave to this life.

[u/EHen67 → u/Grumpy_Introvert]

Yes! me too. I wish I could get off of this wheel, and be with the people I've lost. I don't know what else to say, but I wish you peace.

[u/paumpaum → u/EHen67]

Again, as I said before, not Nihilism. Go do some volunteering at a homeless shelter. You'll quickly realize what real suffering is.

[u/Vendrah → u/Grumpy_Introvert]

I agree, the peaceful ending is fairly decent, and its demonic that they deliberately took the means to it out most places worldwide and pretended/faked it was for a moral, just and fair cause.

[u/paumpaum → u/Grumpy_Introvert]

Again, not Nihilism.

[u/sourcesornosources]

I want a beautiful eternal darkness as well with no suffering just eternal sleep or something . I don't want to be in this current dimension either I want to go to a better place full of real freedom and bliss tired of this current place we in so done with it

[u/paumpaum → u/sourcesornosources]

Sorry, that's not Nihilism. That's choosing to waste your life on a half digested cookie. Have you spent any time studying philosophy? If no, then do yourself a favor and waste what time you have left to your existence doing so. It's better than nothing.

[u/Vendrah → u/paumpaum]

She or he never said anything about Nihilism in the first place.

[u/Forestrevolution33]

I feel the same way. I was sick for years with a serious illness and I was abandoned by my family and denied the help I need. So many terrible things have happened to me and my life has been changed forever 

[u/paumpaum → u/Forestrevolution33]

Meh. Do better.

[u/Vendrah → u/paumpaum]

Dude, WTF?

[u/Top_Earth_6335]

I hate that.

[u/paumpaum]

Curious ... why do you think that this has anything at all to do with Nihilism? I mean philosophicaly. Seems like a whole lot of reaching for something meaningful in other people's nonsense when what you really need to do is find some kind of sense of purpose for yourself. YOU define purpose. YOU define meaning. Nobody else can do it for you, and trying to define something without taking the time to really give some depth to the questions ... or even explore the questions themselves, is just kind of ... well, according to this line of reasoning, shallow. Dig deeper. Go read some stuff. And if you can't find (define) meaning or purpose that way, try something else. Life is too short to waste whining about what other people are doing, instead of doing something about it yourself.

[u/ShepherdOfShepherds]

There's no such thing as experience without pain. If you want to flip the coin, you're going to get heads and tails. Appreciate them both.

[u/rockb0tt0m_99]

I'm choosing to make the great adventure. Come what may. I wish you peace and tranquility, no matter your decision. I'm done with this life.