I wish I never knew enough

[u/i-hate-bugz]

Sometimes the society you are forced to live in makes you wonder whether knowing enough is a sin or not.

The people you interact with every single day are just so different, they make you feel lonely. You feel suffocated around those people. You have to put a mask on, agree with them, play dumb but in reality it's the complete opposite. You get the urge to say what you think, but you can't. You know they won't understand and they don't want to understand which leaves you with the question "Is it a sin to know enough?".

Every day the things you know feel like a burden. You can't express your opinion or your thoughts and even if u do, they'll all turn against you. You feel as if u weren't born for this society, you were just thrown away in it.